Sanders Sides Headcanons

Panic - Moxiety

HC: After a panic attack, Virgil can't stand anyone touching him, but orgasming helps him calm down and relax. So, he masturbates, but asks Patton to watch him and tell him exactly what to do and how to touch himself. How fast to stroke; how tight his grip on his cock; whether he should focus on the tip, shaft, or his balls; if he should finger himself, should he go slow and gentle, or fuck himself on his fingers; when he can cum.

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- Patton helps him calm down first with words of comfort and praise until his breathing evens out to normal and he can focus on Patton there in front of him

- Patton might ask if he can touch him, sometimes Virgil says yes sometimes no - if no most of the time Patton will watch Virgil for a while afterwards watching whatever he does whether it's taking a nap, having a drink of water, or this

- Virgil just lies down on his bed, trousers off and legs spread, stroking his cock to hardness, eyes fleeting between his actions and Patton. and Patton constantly looking at him, always fond and sometimes with lust but Virgil is his main priority

- sometimes Patton doesn't tell him to do anything but praises Virgil as he strokes himself to a quick climax. other times he'll ask if he can go further and Patton will most likely say yes, handing Virgil the lube so he can finger himself and maybe bring himself over the edge. but maybe he only opens himself up before fucking himself with one of his own toys

- whatever he does he goes from being very quiet to very, very loud and vocal, whining and moaning as well as responding to some things Patton says. he always asks Patton if he can come, and most of the time Patton caves and tells him yes but sometimes Patton makes him edge himself so his climax is more powerful and wears him out, making sure he can't cause himself any more panic if he's overwhelmed with pleasure

- Patton asking afterwards if he can touch him. if yes, he cuddles Virgil for a while before showering with him, maybe Virgil lazily jerking Patton off if he's still hard, then helping Virgil into his pyjamas and staying with him for the rest of the night. but if not Patton runs Virgil a nice bath and lays out his clothes, making sure he knows he can come and find Patton for cuddles later