Recovery//Jacob Whitesides

Recovery// 10

Jacob's POV

I screwed up. I have only known her for a day ,but I would be lying to myself. I watch her vines all the time, her YouTube videos, her gaming channel. Her vlog channel. I do know her. Everything i need to know for now. She was made just for me. We tweeted each other before. How can I be so stupid?! It was love at first site.

"Jack!?" (Jack G.)

"What do you want?"

"Dont be mad at me I need to make it up to Evan"

"Forget it if i were her i would hate you" He said while walking away.

"I would hate me too but I was in a bad situation. I was dared to do that to the first girl that comes up to me and it was Eva. Lindsey had to be apart of it so it looked real" 

"Nonsense man your a douche. You know we all care for Eva and you just dont give two fucks! Do you?"

"I do just help me at least get her to talk to me please Jack!"

"Fine only because i care for Eva" I bro hugged him and we went onto planning. 

~DURING LUNCH~

Everyone was eating and i was  looking over what i was going to say to her. I thought it was pretty good. I took my guitar out and stood on the table.

"Eva this is for you" She looked confused and i began playing

" What would I do without your smart mouth? 

Drawing me in, and you kicking me out

You've got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down

What's going on in that beautiful mind

I'm on your magical mystery ride

And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright

[Pre-Chorus:]

My head's under water

But I'm breathing fine

You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

[Chorus:]

'Cause all of me

Loves all of you

Love your curves and all your edges

All your perfect imperfections

Give your all to me

I'll give my all to you

You're my end and my beginning

Even when I lose I'm winning

'Cause I give you all of me

And you give me all of you, oh

[Verse 2:]

How many times do I have to tell you

Even when you're crying you're beautiful too

The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood

You're my downfall, you're my muse

My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues

I can't stop singing, it's ringing, in my head for you

[Pre-Chorus:]

My head's under water

But I'm breathing fine

You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

[Chorus:]

'Cause all of me

Loves all of you

Love your curves and all your edges

All your perfect imperfections

Give your all to me

I'll give my all to you

You're my end and my beginning

Even when I lose I'm winning

'Cause I give you all of me

And you give me all of you, oh

[Bridge:]

Give me all of you

Cards on the table, we're both showing hearts

Risking it all, though it's hard

[Chorus:]

'Cause all of me

Loves all of you

Love your curves and all your edges

All your perfect imperfections

Give your all to me

I'll give my all to you

You're my end and my beginning

Even when I lose I'm winning

'Cause I give you all of me

And you give me all of you

I give you all of me

And you give me all of you, oh"  She looked at me in shock. I was extremely nervous doing this. Girls that were fans here screamed and clapped and ran towards me. They got really close but i told them to leave.

"Evan I know I've known you for only two days. To be honest i never thought i would suffer so much. I mean you make me think about you every second. You are such a cutie and what I did yesterday was horrible. I want to take it back. I really do. I want to stay in my pajamas with you and watch Netflix. We can watch the Notebook together and cry together. I want to die in your arms. I want to die knowing i was married to such a beautiful woman. The love of my life. You have been carved into my heart. I fell in love with you in two days. I never thought it was possible but fuck it is. It was love at first sight. I know if i asked you out I would be rejected but i would deserve it, so I'm going to ask if we can start over? Be clean." I saw tears building up in her eyes and i felt them in mines too. She nodded her head yes. I jumped off the table and hugged her tightly we rocked side to side in the hug. I want this to last. It feels right.

"Thank you." She replied into my shoulder.

"Your welcome babe" Everyone awed and we laughed.

"I was wondering if you wanted to hangout today?"

"Id love too. Where do we go?" 

"I was thinking your house I can sneek in if your sister or brother doesnt let any boys in."

"They wont know" She smiled. 

"How?"

"I have my own space" She giggled. She is so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!

"Well is 7 ok?" She nodded her head. I can't wait for tonight.

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This chapter made me cry to be honest. I had to think about songs. Then how i should put the speaking thingy magingy together. It was a workout. The website is somewhere here. In the tags so it doesnt count as plagiarism i gave them credit so yea. Ok Bye.