Recovery//Jacob Whitesides

OMFG!!!!

So I went to digi fest NYC on 6/7/14. I snuck into VIP and met kingsleyyy and Frankie and SDK. it was so much fun I saw Matthew and he pushed me which was an honor and a fan moved my hand so I accidentally slapped his bum☺️😂🙈. Anyways when I went back into VIP to see Carter and Brent I see FUCKING NASH AND CAMERON!!!!!!!

I had letter in my hand and I was waving them at Nash and screaming "Hamilton Nash Grier!" I was sobbing I was so fucking dizzy I was with Rebeca. That's when Nash looks at me and mouths

"Wait until I finish don't worry" he smilied. I sobbed even more. Then Cameron looked at me and smilied. After 20 minutes passed I call at Nash again. He would look at me a lot and so would Cameron. He mouthed to me again

"I'm almost done" he winked. Then he came up to me and some stupid fan yanked him away. He reached out to me and looked at me with a 'I'm so sorry' face I reached towards him too and he began taking pics with the fans. Luckily I got to touch his arm but I went gentle since I saw a bruise. The security ended up giving them the letters. Then stupid security kicked us out. I snuck in 4 time sand security kicked me out 3 times. The 4th time I snuck in through the back that's when Nash and Cameron went up to my spot and began looking for me😭😭. Then they re-rearranged it and I screamed their names they looked at me again and were going to come to me but security stopped them,then I had to go home. I did get a picture with Chad and told him me and Rebeca's names and he promised to tell them that we love them . The worst ending of my life but at least they know I exist and they noticed me in person.🙈😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭