Author's Note: This is a really short chapter i wrote just bc. I'll update as soon. As i can! cx
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I was woken up the next morning by the sound of my alarm clock. I got up and went to the bathroom, with my eyes still closed I turned on the shower. I closed my bathroom door and got naked. I got inside the shower and it was nice and cool. It was summer time here in San Diego.
After I was done cleaning up i got out.
" Shit " I said quietly. That's when I saw it, my blade. I guess me and Vic forgot that one. I was highly triggered by my thoughts of my mom's letter. But, I soon distracted myself by putting it away and putting on my clothes. It was saturday morning and I had no plans. I just turned on pandora and let it play while I layed it my bed. I wasn't hungry, I was tired. Tired of everything. I felt like my mom just walked out on me, not wanting to deal with my problems.
I really didn't want to start thinking about the past and deeply go into my thoughts to be honest. That's when i remembered, Vic had kissed me last night. Was that just all in my head? I don't even rememeber. That's when i made to stupidest decision of my life.
