So you know all of these stories that talk about saving the princess and all that well my story is a little different i'm not exactly the princess but i do kind of get saved in my own little way. Well at school i don't have many friends i have my best friend Hayley and i tell her everything before her i was kicked out of too many groups of people she understands me but i do like a different kind of music than most people. I listen to rock like that screamo stuff that hardly anyone in the right mind would like but who is in the right mind definitely not me. I suppose you guys want to know what i look like well i'm always wearing a beanie, i have red hair, brown eyes, just a tad bit chubby and i'm five foot one.
I know i'm not the ideal choice for dating but you know what like i always say you're not going to get anywhere with no mistakes and i feel like my music choice and clothing is not one of them. Everyone bullies and calls me a devil worshiper but i'm not i'm actually Lutheran well anyways let's get on with the story.
So i was on the computer one day talking to some of the fans of Black Veil Brides and You Me At Six and we were having a great tiime. Then i come across this not so bad looking guy at least from his profile picture. He was wearing a beanie, had blue eyes, not chubby but not skinny, not much muscle but you could tell he could beat someone up. So i started talking to him and he was so sweet, i got his opinion on what people say about our kind of people and stuff and we talked for hours and hours. I knew he was having a great time even though we were just typing but still you could tell. I told him i had to go to bed and he said that we should meet up sometime and also that he lived in the same state and same area so we decided to meet up tomorrow at the cafe.
I got to bed and wake up in the morning and get ready to meet up with him. Then i get in the car ready to go when i go on facebook and someone posted on my timeline that i should hang myself. A tear falls down my face without me noticing. I drive to the cafe and when i see him i start to cry and i swerve to the left with a car coming right at me.
I wake up. I hear people. I can't make out what their saying but i know it's not good. My vision clears up i see him Derek the guy i was suppose to meet up with at the cafe. He's wearing the same clothes so that either means it's still the same day or he hasn't left. You know this wasn't the first time people have said to me that i should kill myself they want it true so why not make it you know. Everyone online in all the fandoms they tell me not to but i can never listen. This time was literally the 100th time i have attempted but the first time to cause so much damage.
