Goodbye - Camren

come back

*Laurens point of view*

"Breaking news , Karla Camila Cabello Estrabao, from Fifth Harmony, has gone missing. Her las-"

Lauren's heart stopped as she listened to the news, and heard this. She grabbed the remote and rewinded so she could hear it again.

"Breaking news , Karla Camila Cabello Estrabao, from Fifth Harmony, has gone missing. Her last known whereabout was her loft, at 3:42 a.m. Her neighbors reported hearing screams of agony, and the sound of glass breaking. The police searched her house and found her phone, and the wallpapers for home and lock screen says 'Goodbye Lauren, maybe I'll see you around.' Lauren Jauregui, her bandmate, best friend, and girlfriend has been requested to be brought in for questioning. If you know anything about where she is, please let us know via email, Facebook, Instagram, Twitter, etc. or by phone. Our number is 1-800-news."

"This is all my fault" , Lauren thought. She's gone because of me. Her manager called and told her that herself and the other girls are on vacation for a bit. Now Lauren was alone, with nothing to do, nothing to distract her from the horrible fate she put upon herself.

Camilas gone and for all she knows, she's dead. Her body could be lifeless on the floor with tear stained cheeks. Lauren was broken. She never meant for this to happen, she was just so sick of the bullshit Camila put her through. Camila pushed her too hard, and Lauren finally pushed back.

Now it was Laurens turn to be broken hearted. To drink all the alcohol, to party nonstop, with constant hookups. Lauren wanted to forget it all.

It's been two weeks since the news airing. Camila hasn't been seen. To Lauren, it felt like everyone stopped looking. Her whole world crashed down and no one was helping to repair it.

Maybe Lauren deserved this. Maybe it was karma for something bad she's done. Losing Camila was heart wrenching. Nobody knew Lauren anymore. She was gone, just like Camila. And no one knew if she was coming back.

...

Lauren was walking on the streets drunk, and passed by Camilas neighborhood. She smiled remembering the times she drove over at three in the morning to see Camilas beautiful smile. Lauren loved her. She would do anything for her, anything to have her back. She knew Camila could change with time. A tear escapes her eye and she quickly wipes it away.

Lauren decided to try to go into Camilas house. She walked up and opened the door with the key she had. Lauren looked around her and gasped sadly. She saw the broken glass, the alcohol bottles in a pile, and Camilas smashed iPhone 7. She did this. Lauren did this to her. Lauren caused this. This is all Laurens fault and she never regreted anything as much as she did now. Camila was her princess, her baby, her sunshine in the darkness, her sun. And Lauren? Well she threw it all away. She feels worthless, and guilty. Guilty for causing the girl she loves so much pain. All she can do now is pray for her girl to come home.

Lauren sank to the ground and cried, cliuthig the broken picture of her and Camila, whispering, "Come back to me."