klangst one shots

Fixing yourself (Langst)

A/N: Hey guys, here is some more langst for tour angsty souls. Trigger warnings contain, self harm and depressing thoughts. Remember you can leave a request if you want!

"Lance can you not! Like seriously, it's the most annoying thing! Shut up!"

"Lance what the hell was that? Your so behind everyone else."

"Are you even listening to us? We told for the last time just shut up!"

"I would feel embarrassed if I was you, you suck! I don't even know why your here!"

"BE QUITE!"

Lance may against his door, tears streaming down his face as he hiccuped and looked away. Another day, and he still got the same BS. He was begging to wonder what he was even doing out here in space. The team clearly didn't need him. What was he even good for?

He choked back a sob. No. He mustn't think like this, deep down they care for him right? Uhh. He's going to be so late for training now. He didn't even get any sleep... or breakfast. Ah never mind he can always have breakfast another day. As for sleep, well he never got sleep any more.

Lance quickly headed to the training room as fast as he could. When he arrived he was met with disappointed looks. He opened his mouth to apologise, but Shiro interrupted him.

"No, Lance, shut the hell up for once and listen to me. Get your act together and stop slacking off! Is it really that hard to do?"

Lance shut his mouth and hung his head slightly. Hunk raised an eyebrow at Lances red eyes but nobody else seemed to notice.

"You okay buddy?"
Hunk asked placing a hand in Lances shoulder. Lance flinched slightly at the contact.

"Uh yeah I'm just a little homesick I guess."
That's was his excuse. It was always his excuse. It was true, but it was only part of the problem, it was also the most believable.

Hunks eyes suddenly narrowed, he removed his hand in disgust.
"Not this again, Lance we are all home sick so shut up!"
Lance stepped back surprised by Hunks sudden outburst. Hunk was always kinder than the others. What the hell?

"I miss my mums too! Your not the only homesick one!"

The other were now staring at me as well, a look of anger and disgust on their faces.

"Homesick? Lance I don't have a home to go home too!"
Keith blurted.

"My family has been strewn across space! You ungrateful piece of crap! I don't even know if mine are safe."

"You have no right to feel homesick. Your problems aren't nearly as bad as ours."

Lance cringed. They were right. What the hell? He didn't deserve to feel sad. He had no right too. They all had it worse then him.

"Are you done distracting us?"
Shiro asked disapprovingly.

Lance nodded meekly.

"Good. Let's continue."

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Lance was curled up in his room later hungry and tired. They others had been avoiding him, when he went near them they told him to shut up. Everything he said made everything go wrong. It would be so much better if he just never talked. He was such a blabber mouth. That's why they hated him. Lance suddenly got a bright idea. He could fix himself. Make them love him. If he never spoke. Lance made a silent vow not to speak next time they saw him.