Alcoholic
I drink to forget
To numb my feelings
To shut off my brain
Then maybe then
I'll stop constantly thinking of you
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SmokingI smoke to have control
To contaminate my lungs myself
Instead of letting the air you breath
The air we breath
Do it against my will
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CuttingI cut to feel control
To give myself an actual choice
I can control my pain
When life brings me harm
Without my consent
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ThinkingI think too much
My thoughts are taking a toll
On my mental and physical health
I need distractions
Ones like you
You keep my mind in check
Because how can I think of leaving this world
When I remember you're who I'd be leaving behind
YOU ARE READING
Poems
PoetryJust poems, I'll post whenever I write new ones. ^^ Unless specified, poems with only a title are written by me. All others are from my character's POV.