School Life | Felix Lee | Stray Kids | COMPLETED

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"....because I love you."

Last thing I remembered was that until I felt myself going down..
Everything was a blur..as if my eyes were open under water. I couldn't breathe..
I WAS underwater and I COULDNT breathe..

I tried my best to arise to the surface but all was happening was myself going down and down even more. I couldn't feel anything apart from the sense of water which I was basically drowning in.

I sunk to the bottom. I should've gone to the swimming lessons my mum used to made me go to instead of bunking them..now I might die again.

Just then, I saw another figure plunging into the water. Long blonde hair..Karlee.
Why was Karlee underwater too? HOW the hell am I even under water?! I was just speaking to Felix..

Just as I thought I couldn't take it anymore, I felt another strong force of water hitting me more down.. I looked up, a different figure dived into the water.. I was squinted my eyes.

My poor eyes..I think that is Felix. Is he going to help me?
I waved my hand about, trying to tell Felix I was here. He was swimming nearer..and just as I thought he would come to me, he swam right past me.

I cant take it anymore. I cant breathe..

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"Do you reckon she will wake up? She's been like this for about 30 minutes.."

Voices..I can hear voices.

"IM AWAKE!" I screamed as I opened my eyes, instantly choking on air as I tried to catch my breathe. I was shivering..its cold, VERY cold.

In front of me was..two guys I have never seen before. We were still by the swimming pool so there's no way I got kidnapped or anything.

"Umm.." I heard behind me. I turned back, seeing..Felix. He was half naked, and he had a towel around his neck.

Anger immediately took over me, as I used all my strength to stand up, my legs were stiff.

"Woahhh careful" a guy held my arm as I nearly fell back into the water.

"You nearly drowned.." Felix spoke, "You should be more careful."

"Are you fucking kidding me? How did I even fall into the water?" I asked confused.

"Well.. I said something and you sort of fell into the water yourself..and then Karlee wanted to talk to me..so I forgot to..um like get you out?" He scratched the back of his head.

Wow..Karlee also fell in so how the fuck did THAT happen.

"How did Karlee fall in then..?" I questioned as the other guy gave me a towel to wrap around my shivering self.

"She lost her balance and fell in. She doesn't know how to swim so I had to jump in and get her." He chuckled.

Why the hell is he chuckling? My heart..I don't know how to swim too..you idiot.

"Wow." I scoffed. "I thought you said you LOVED me."

Felix's face stiffened as he spoke, "Jungkook and Jihoon..can you leave us for a sec."

Jungkook and Jihoon walked into the house as me and Felix were left alone. It's been along time since this last happened.

"I thought you LOVED me Felix. How could you just forget and leave me to basically drown!" I yelled.

"You know how to swim. At least I thought you did but Karlee couldn't so it makes perfect sense for me to go and save her first!" He argued back.

"Felix Lee. Don't assume things about me. Were you even the one to save me huh?" I looked at him straight in the eyes as he looked away. Please say that you were the one who saved me..please Felix.

"No.." he answered as he looked up at the night sky.

"Great. Well I don't even fucking know why I came all the way to America for you. You don't even care about me. Well I'm going back to Korea asap and so I hope you have a good ass life with your Karlee fake ass bitch." I found myself cursing.

"No. You cant leave me..I cant go back to Korea with you." He spoke.

"For fucks sake Felix. IS that my fault? And sorry what? I cant leave you? Why cant i do something that you have done to me already twice. I'm sick and tired of you now, although i came here to say thank you and make you mine, you have a different girl. I cant believe you can move on so fast. Teach me the ways so i can forget about you and move on." I rolled my eyes as i stood up finally. I took slow steps as Felix just stood there, looking down at the swimming pool.

So this is really it? Now i have to go back like this? Without Felix and him not being mine. Oh yeah..also with another broken heart. Just as i thought i could get my heart fixed by Felix..he goes ahead and breaks it again.

I'm sick and tired of getting hurt its ridiculous.

There's only one way to solve this problem and make sure i wont ever get hurt again.

Ill go back to being heartless. The heartless girl who couldn't give two fucks about anyone.

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(A/N; IM SO SORRY GUYS OMFD I KNOW I HAVENT UPDATED IN AGESSSSS!!!! I will actually make sure to update on time and not leave you guys hanging OMG I'm so sorry!! I got a new iPad today so i should be updating quite often now haha. Have a good day guys! This chapter may be quite..boring and repetitive its because I haven't written in ages but still i hope you guys look forward to my future updates ❤️)