Insecure

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••|Tamtori (Opposite day AU)|•
••••|Tamara's  POV|••••

It was a stormy night, thunder cracking and lightning flashing all over the place.

Me, Matilda and Ell where all sat in the living room, watching the new release of "Zombie Pirates VI", also known as Tori's favorite movie, wait... Where is Tori?

She was here for the first ten minutes of the movie...

°•°•°•°•°•°Flashback, •°•°•°•°•°•°

We all got our own snacks and started to watch the movie, munching down our popcorn and chugging the soda in excitement.

When a certain scene came on, also know as the "hero scenario";when the hero saves a girl and they kiss for about a billion years,

"I'll be right back." I heard a voice come from behind me,turing around to see the voice of Tori.

"What, ate all the snacks already? God you're greedy." I taunted her,

Before she could go anywhere, she heard the comment and stood on her ground,clenching her fists.

"Yeah, sweetie you need to loose weight, I mean to make you look like you have bigger bo--" Matilda was having a fashion police conversation with Tori now, she was being a bit too... Weird, I don't want to be put off this popcorn, it's good

So Ell, being smart, smacked her had over Matilda's mouth before anything more came out.

After that, Tori let out a loud and sad sigh and carried on walking, down the hall to the bathroom.

We heard the click of the door shut and another click after it, signaling she locked it. 

°•°•°End of flashback•°•°•

It has been about twenty minutes since that happened, she still didn't come out.

Ell noticed it too, but decided to give her some time.

°•°•°•|Small five minute time skip|°•°•°•

It has been another five minutes, now I was starting to get worried, I didn't like her-but I need to know she's okay.

"Ell, I'll go see if she's okay." I suggest,

"Oka*Munch* go-*munch*-od luck." Ell tried to get her sentence out of her mouth,because of her mouth being stuffed of popcorn,  she only to get half of it out, but I'll take that as the awnser.

I got up, placing my popcorn to aside, and making my way down the hallway, to the bathroom.

When reaching the door, I could hear small whimpers and sniffles coming from the inside.

Deciding to want to help,

I place the back of my knuckle to the door and gently knock on the door,

Knock, knock knock

*Clatter*

Oops, sounded like I started her.

"Ell, I'm fine, please just leave me alone.. " Tori called through the door, I could practically hear the sadness in her voice.

"Uh, you do know it's not Ell, right?" I smirked, she knows I usually would never do something like this.

"O-oh." She was confused. "Matilda?"

"Nope." I blankly stare at the door, "It's Tam. "

"Oh,right... What do you want?" She queers,  "Here to taunt me? You'd never so something like this to be nice."

"Well, it's your lucky day, because I'm doing this to be nice!" I say in my most un-enthusiastic voice.

"Just go away Tam." She demands.

"Not until you open this door and I can talk to you."

"Tam, knull av." She speaks Norwegian, so I have no clue what she's saying.

"Don't make me kick this damn door down." I impatiently semi-yell.

*CLICK*

That's when the door opens, ever so slightly so I can see the tiles upon he bathroom wall.

I walk into the bathroom, closing and locking the door behind me, to signal that we're alone.

When I then turn around, I see a small, red, ball in the corner, beside the counter.

She looks up at me,with a bright red face and tear stained cheeks,and a bit of smudged makeup from where she had been wiping the tears away - so it looks like she hasn't been crying.

"'Ya know that if you try to hide something you look how you look after." I mention, pointing to her cheeks,

"I can't, all I see is ugly, fat and hideous!" She starts sobbing, quite hard again.

I walk closer and drop down into a crouch of front of her, facing her.

She just puts her head in her knees, so she doesn't have to face me.

"Tori, you don't understand, we don't make fun if you because your ugly. " I look away,with a small blush, "It's because we're jealous of you."

"OH YEAH TOTALLY!" She yells, but it comes out muffled; due to her head being in her knees.

"It's true."

"NAME ONE THING ABOUT ME THEN,ONE THING YOUR 'JEALOUS' OF!"

"There's nothing to name."

"EXACTLY!" She sobs louder,

"That's because you're perfect."

her head slowly lifts up, looking into my eyes.

"...What?" She sounds weak form shouting,

"We're jealous of the way your perfect;and that we're not." I compliment, she blushes lightly,

I carry on,
"Because we make fun of you being ugly, because your beautiful, fat because your super thin and we're not."

"D-do you mean that?"

"Yup,also... " I inhale,
"Sometimes I make fun of you because your really good looking and like.. Super hot--"

I noticed what I was doing and turned bright red, looking away from Tori.

"Ugh why'd I do that!?" I screamed at myself in my thoughts.

I was just a blushing and sweating mess, until a cold hand places on my face,Tori's hand.

I looked back up at her, she was smiling at me.

"You know Tam, sometimes I think that same thing about you."

That was a she said before she softly pressed her lips against mine.

It was like a minute in heaven when we kissed, until we had to break it, we had to breathe as well.

"Okay Tammy!" She was back to her normal self, "Let's go watch that movie!"

We unlocked the bathroom door and walked down the hallway, while walking Tori tilted her head slightly sideways and smiles at me,

"Thanks Tam, I love you."

"Heh, no problem, love you too. "

When we walked into the living room, the ending credits where rolling and Ell and Matilda where  cleaning up the mess we made, like food crumbs and stuff.

Ell sees us enter,
"Oh, hey guys, you like...missed the whole thing." She scratches the back of her neck, "It was pretty bad anyway."

"Oh." Was all that me an Tori could say,

"Well, it was damn worth it." I chuckled.

°•°•°•°•°•°|End|°•°•°•°•°•°

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