You felt the warmth of the sun striking through the window, Two strong arms wrapped around your waist. The familiar muscular arms embracing you tightly. You let him rest his chin on top of your head. Remembering all those countless memories you spent together How can something beautiful break like this? Your thoughts stopped when you heard him sing that crumbled your heart into pieces.
"Lately I've been thinking. Thinking bout we have. I know its hard and its all that we knew"
You stiffened. Slowly your heart felt vacuous you wanted to run.
You felt warm tears flow on your skin. Like crippling acid you knew it pained him, it pained you, it pained the both of you.
You know this will create scars---scars that'll never heal. Your world crashed. Sobing. A bitter smile crept up your lips but for the last time..
You'll be a fool
A fool for love
A fool for him.
You shook your head and shove it on the crook of his neck.
"babe, please don't do this" you choked.
"I love you and it scares me."
"Like those stories. Always ending up happily ever after. Why cant we? "
"Leave. Just leave! "
"Everyone has an addiction why does mine have to be you? "
"I'm surrendering my happiness for you. Can you? "
"I guess not"
"Too bad i can." He bitterly smiled.
God.What did I do? Im hurting someone who's only intention is to make me happy. He risked everything. You took him for granted and you hated it.
He shook his head in disbelief.
"Have been drinking to take all the pain away. I wish that i could give you what you deserve"
"Baby please, im begging you don't do this. " You pleaded. With a tight embrace you know you'll lose him.
"Babe, please let me finish."He retorted
"Cause nothing can never ever replace you. Nothing can make me feel like you do."
You felt a damp of wetness on top of your head.
"Y-you K-know there is no one i can relate to. And no one will find the love thats so true." he stuttered. You felt him shake. Thats when it dawned you both of you were like leaves in spring as much as you want to stay together you just fall slowly painfully.
You waited for seconds. You were madly smittened by him. How his gaze would always lay on you. His piercing eyes perfectly lined jaw, how his smile would always shake your world. You were too smittened by him. How can something bad can feel this good?
"There's nothing like us." he sobbed
"There's nothing like you and me"
"Darling, I love you so much. You know that."
"I'm sorry" you retorted.
He placed a light kiss on your forehead.
"Please be happy. Be happy without me darling."
"esconda averda de amore"
"Hide the truth my love"
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This will be a book!
