(A/N: Y'all Wishes Are My Command, there is your hint.)
Omniscient
Houston, Texas
8:46pm"Nicki stop, I'm serious, you confusing me." Beyonce said looking Nicki in her eyes as she sat on her.
"Your body seems to know what it want." Nicki smirked feeling Beyonce on her most private part. Beyonce sighed.
"No, I'm serious. We need to discuss this Nicki. I don't want this shit happening no more. I'm tired."Beyonce said. Nicki nodded in agreement.
"Me too, now where were we?" She questioned going to kiss Beyonce. Beyonce gently pushed Nicki to the side and got up.
"No. Talk to me." Beyonce.
"Baby you know we talk more through sex than anything else." Nicki said. Beyonce furrowed her eyebrows. It seems as though she's taken Nicki's ways of settling things while Nicki's taken her way. Beyonce used to believe sex was key but it seemed as though sex hadn't really been saying anything but thank you.
"Nicki." Beyonce said. Nicki sighed and sat down on the bed looking at Beyonce.
"What do you want to talk about Beyonce? And since when do you ever want to talk?" Nicki asked.
"Us, and why the hell does that matter? You see me trying to change so why you trippin?" Beyonce asked. Nicki shrugged her shoulders looking at the wall.
"Ok, I'll talk. But I have one question. Why do you think leaving me is going to solve everything?" Beyonce asked. Nicki gnawed at her bottom lip shrugging her shoulders. Beyonce sat beside her.
"Yes you do know. And stop shrugging your shoulders at me. I really want us to work but we gotta have communication going, at least that's what my therapist said." Beyonce said.
"You went back to therapy?" Nicki questioned. Beyonce nodded her head.
"Why didn't you tell me, I would have been there to support-
"No you wouldn't have. When I needed your support the most is when you left me, knowing the effects that would happen. You made me feel as if you didn't care anymore. You know how many times I've wanted to kill miself thinking that you weren't ever going to come back? I didn't want to go out and find another cause there isn't another. I wanted you, I needed you and you knew this, but you went on and did you and left me to do me. The first month I couldn't even recognize the person in the mirror. I called you but you never answered. Everyone else calling to check up on me but never Nicki. Do you know how that made me feel?" Beyonce asked softly. Nicki shook her head no.
"It-it made-" Beyonce paused trying to keep her emotions in check but only ended up letting Nicki see all she's been withholding for the past couple of months as she began to cry.
"It, it m-made me feel w-weak, insecure, unwanted. You had that effect on me and didn't even know, unless you did..." Beyonce trailed off.
"I'm sorry, I was just trying to protect myself-
"But why from me? I've never hurt you. I already apologized for the shit I put you through plenty of times for you to realize I meant it." Beyonce croaked.
"I don't know. It was just the first response that popped in my head. I needed to leave, to clear my mind and heart to know how I really felt." Nicki said lowly. Beyonce only nodded though she didn't understand."Robyn wanted to kill you." Beyonce said without looking at Nicki.
"W-what?" Nicki asked. Her voice pitching higher towards the end as she spoke.
"She said you were selfish, she didn't like how you left, and took my kids. It took me three months to want to straighten up. I could have kept crying over you but I wanted to prove to you that you can trust me, that I can keep you and the kids safe. I just wish you would have trusted me from the beginning." Beyonce said. She looked over at Nicki who had tears in her eyes.
"I'm sorry." Nicki mumbled.
"Don't say sorry, what's done is done, only thing to do now is to want and try to make shit better between us. I love you and I know you love me. I feel like every time we go through this I end up saying the same shit, only for you to run away again a few years down the line. It's like I'm pouring out my heart like a drink and you just spit in it, like as long as Nicki's happy fuck Beyonce. I know that's not how you think but you leaving like that is kinda what it felt like." Beyonce said.
"I'm sorry bey. Even tho I knew how it would effect you I still left. If I said I didn't mean it would you believe me?" Nicki asked. Beyonce bit at her bottom lip.
"I don't know. Should I?" Beyonce questioned.
"Please?" Nicki asked barely above a whisper. Beyonce took a minute and closed her eyes. She nodded her head yes.
"I believe you." Beyonce said opening her eyes.
"I love you." Nicki said.
"I love you too, but I mean it when I say this is the last time." Beyonce said. Nicki nodded in agreement.
"The last time." She repeated.
Nicki and bey both leaned in with closed eyes to seal the deal with a kiss. The Last Time.
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The Fucking End!!!!!
I have a picture of part three cover page. I did it just to do it. I'm not sure if I'll do a part three. But I'll show you guys what the cover look like if I decide to make it
Trilogy ?
Or is this the end of No Frauds?
Jai Signing✍🏾 off 💋 I took a picture just for this.
Do I look like Beyonce🤔? Lmao I'm kidding. Can't compare💀😭😂✌🏾