home // jan. 30, 12:39 a.m.

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You're back.

I don't need you like I used to, but damn don't I want you here.

You know that feeling, when you've been traveling a lot and you miss the feeling of home?

The way you can navigate in the dark when you're up in the middle of the night for a drink.

The feeling you get when you crawl into your own bed and recognize the feelings and smells and sounds.

The way the air feels... different; how is it different no one knows it's just fucking air. But it's home.

You're my home.

It's not the same home it once was, it's not a honeymoon phase home. Its a familiar, friendly, supportive home. The floors know my presence, even if I haven't stepped foot inside yet. The walls know my sounds, all of the wails and giggles... everything in between.

Life isn't predictable, never has been with you. But I want to hold onto the person that's here now. 

I've missed my home, I've missed having my familiar.

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