The Future Freaks Me Out.

II

I'm starting university tomorrow.
It's 4 AM and I can't sleep thinking about it.
It may seem like something completely normal. But here's something you need to understand about me: normal for me is, at the very best, hard and exhausting.
Normal people can ride two busses to the university, right?
I can't. Or at least I think I'm not capable of doing it.
It's just so freaking hard. I want to cry. I do not want to do it. It's makes me suffer so much.
But nobody seems to understand me. They think I'll just move on with it.
But not.

I'm 17 and since I have memory I had anexity.

But that is a history for another day.

Until then,

Take Care.

-F