Sex, Drugs and Gay Love

Chapter 7

Chapter 7

I arrive back at my apartment. I see that Chris' bedroom light is on. My heart starts to beat furiously, I can feel my temper rising as I struggle to get the key into the front door because my hands are shaking so much. Eventually I manage to get the door open. I drop my bags at the door and run up the stairs. This is it, I'm going to tell Chris everything. I get to his bedroom door and slam it open.

As I go in, the room is wrecked. As if it has been ransacked. Chris wardrobe is open, with all of his clothes missing. His room is almost empty, other than a few clothes on the ground. My mouth gets dry and I feel and lump in my throat. Chris is gone. I sit on his bed an start to cry. Although I had begun to hate Chris, I still had feelings for him. I wish he was here. Just so I can see him.

I ring Jen and ask her has she heard from Chris. She said he was in a taxi and on his way to the train station. I must have just missed him! I jump on my bike, and peddle as fast as I can. I dont have time to wait for a taxi, I need to get there before Chris leaves. Everything around me is a blur, I only have my thoughts in gettng to the train station. I have my sights on the station. I throw my bike to the ground and run through. I hear an annoucement that the train to Chris town is departng. I dont have time to buy a ticket so I jump the barrier, oblivious to the security guards trying to stop me. Im running for the train, security guards behind me but the train has already started to leave. I bang on one of the doors but its pointless. Im too late.

Eventually the security guards catch me, and three of them pick me up. They put my hands behind my back like Im a criminal. Im trying to explain to them the situation but they couldnt care less. They push me out the entrance of the train station and I fall hard to the ground banging my head. Im dazed and Im seeing stars. Someone puts their arms around me and helps me up. "Are you ok Nialler?" Its Chris! Im still dazed and I know what I want to say but the words wont come out. Chris rubs my head. "No blood, but you've got a bit of a bump" Chris smiles at me. Chris leans and kisses me, for a few seconds I enjoy it but then I pull away from him. "Sorry" Chris says. "I guess that wasnt the smartest thing to do right now". "We need to talk Chris, perhaps I needed to say it but I felt it was obvious . . . I love you!" I cant believe I actually said that. Im shocked myself, but I know its true. "And I know you have feelings for me too Chris but you always hurt me just when I feel like we're getting closer". Chris takes and deep breath. "Lets go home first Niallers, we can talk there". I want Chris to talk now, but I agree with him. Only because I have a pounding headache. I pick my bike up and we start to walk home.

Its a very quiet walk back, neither of us really say anything. Its just started to rain when we get back to our apartment. The sky is getting dark and the winds get stronger. Its as if mother nature knows theres a storm brewing. We go inside and Chris sits on the couch and for the first time ever, I see him cry. Im shocked and unsure what to do. I just look at him for a while but eventually I sit beside and put my arms around him. After I put my arms around him, he leans in close to me. He's sobbing but eventually he composes himself. "Talk to me Chris" I tell him. He looks up and gazes into my eyes. There's tears falling but he looks beautiful. This is the first time I've seen an emotional side to Chris. He doesnt talk for awhile, we just look into each others eyes. Eventually Chris talks and they're the words I've waited to hear . . . "I love you Niall".

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