Dead Boys Girlfriend [Legriel]

Chapter One ~ Sympathies

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Tauriel

I cried a million times, the Ellon that I've loved, the prince of The Woodland Realm's eyes. I've failed them. I deserve to get punished, put in a dungeon , tortured, or banished.

Wearing my black elleth dress, which was given by the kingdom, to show condolence and sympathy towards the fallen prince,  I slowly open my eyes while I watch King Thranduil who was infront of me, walk away from his son's cofin.

It surprises me that the king hasn't banished me at least. Now it was my turn to say my last words to his lifeless body.

Melamin, tuulo' i' start amin've always vesta a' self tanya amin shall vara lle tenna' amin shall quella, amin will gurtha just a' tinechor lle.  Nan', Amin caela  failed.  Tanya dagger en' i' uruk-hai 've been amin chest il- lle, amin agar instead en' lle, amin awra a' tyava il- ten' lle.  Amin've failed i' mirkwoods taren ar' estela.  Amin hiraetha.  Amin shall sii' elea i' giliath, manke lle elea amin tuulo' above

[My love, from the start I've always oath to self that I shall protect you until I shall fade, I will die just to shield you. But, I have failed. That dagger of the Uruk-Hai should've been my chest not yours, my blood instead of yours, my pain to feel not for you. I've failed the Mirkwoods Prince and hope. I'm sorry. I shall now see the stars, where you would see me from above.]

I couldn't take it anymore, so I ran out from the small tent, where his coffin was. The wind, I immidietly felt, I looked up the sky, to see the stars. He's there, watching me.

I smiled in sorrow. A part of me was in pain and a part of me was numb. I couldn't feel anything, but the smooth wind. Yet, I still feel pain as if it was a pack of needles poking me slowly, till I bleed to death.

I yelled in pain, while a river of tears flowed through my paled cheek. I started sobbing, and I fell down to my knees.

"I can't take this anymore."

Suddenly, a hand was touching my back. I looked back to see King Thranduil giving  me an empathetic look. Lately, I've been hearing sympathies through the guards.

"Don't give up, nor don't give in." Was the only thing he said before going back to the tent.

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