Ash has been gone for a month and he was already missing so much, Tyler was able to come down the stairs by him self.
Rosealie was starting to crawl and babble , Tyler could say mum and dad now I felt so proud of them but Ash wasn't here to see it all I had to video it and send it to him and he wouldn't see it till late at night cause of shows and interviews , he would call and Skype which was great but I missed him somuch, who said being married to a guy in a band was easy cause it really isn't you hardly talk or see them unless they have a show near by or even if they have a day off they wanna sleep cause of the late nights , but all I can keep telling my self is that he's gonna be home soon , it's Christmas in a month so he should be home by then , Tyler will he two soon and Rosealie will have her first birthday which we love , but every night I text Ashley letting him know what's happened and how much the kids miss him and how much I wish he was here to see it all , how the bed feels lonely with out him next to me but I always tell him how much I love and miss him .
As I tucked Tyler and rose into bed I heard my phone ring to see it was Ash as I awnsered , we spoke for ages and said that he's so so proud of Tyler and Rosealie and that he couldn't wait to be home , soon it was time to say our good night's as we both hung up and I laid facing his pillow the smell of his body spray lingered on his pillow , god damn it I just miss him so much.
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This time won't you save me
Fanficwhen Lucies family move to missouri growing up makes her life hard as her next door nabour Ashley gives her hard time but when Ashley discovers Lucies secrect and darkest fears he changes his ways to help her
