AShield [BTSxReader]

Let Me Try

(The photo above is my edit~ but has nothing to do with the story lol~ I didn't feel like editing a photo this time around~)

Suga's POV

I've been at my hideaway cabin a few towns away from our home. I've completely blocked off Y/N's connection so she couldn't find me. Honestly I don't think she would look for me. I feel so stupid and selfish, but I don't want her with someone else. I don't trust V anyways, he is a demon. Regardless of the soulmate thing, he is still a demon. They lie, cheat, make contracts, kill...well I kill also but for different reasons. I can't wrap my head around the fact that she has a soulmate now. I've always thought of us being together. I would reject my mate no matter who it was, just for her. I also could feel our connection waver a little when she woke up. He actually broke our bond a little and I'm worried. She's weak when I'm not in danger. If the bond breaks completely being half grim reaper will not help her. Especially without training as a reaper. My father will still make her fight in this war. My father might try to kill her if he finds out our bond isn't the same. Even if I want her free I wouldn't want her to die. I sighed and leaned against the wall in the small living room.
"What am I going to do? I know I need to head back..." I mumbled.
"Yeah you do you dumbass hyung!" Jungkook's voice echoed from the kitchen.
I jumped up and ran into the room confused.
"How the fuck did I not hear you or sense you?"
He chuckles and said, "Maybe because you were so stuck in your own thoughts. Also I hid it once I realized you let the shield down."
I sighed and ran my hand through my hair, "What do you need Jungkook?"
"You need to come home. We've been discussing the war plans and we need our leader back. Besides we have been worried."
"How is she?" I asked softly.
"She does miss you, but as much as you will hate it Tae Hyung has been helping her."
I clinched my fists, "Let's just go back. Where the hell is Namjoon? And don't tell anyone about this place."
"He got tired of searching so going Jin Hyung at a meeting. And don't worry Hyung let's go ok."

Once we finally arrived back in the mansion Jungkook ran off somewhere. I was about to head to our room when I sensed both V's and Y/N's presence in there. I growled and stormed off to my music room instead. Fuck I'm going to have to find a new room, it will be awkward for Y/N. No matter what is happening I still love her. She's my best friend and my first love. I sighed and sat at the piano and started playing the song I had created while away. Deciding to call it 'Butterfly.' The piano seemed to calm me down whenever we would have our little fights. The lyrics to the song were from the heart, so I sang them softly. When I was almost finished with the song I felt a really strong angelic power from behind the door. I growled and slammed the piano lid down and stormed over to the door snatching it open. The little angel jumped with a yelp, which sounded like a little girl honestly.
"H-Hey H-Hyung....I-I'm g-glad you're b-b-back...." Jimin stuttered.
I glared, "What do you want you little Mochi."
He flinched while covering his neck nervously and looked around, "I was ch-checking o-on you."
"Fucking why? I'm fine." I growled pushing past him.
"Wait f-for me." He mumbled following me like some lost puppy.
I huffed, but didn't stop him because I didn't want to deal with the angel. We walked in an oddly comfortable silence to the elevator and I hit the ground floor. Why is this angel following me? Why do I feel weird around him all of a sudden? I've never felt this comfortable with anyone besides Y/N. I don't like him having this effect on me. I could feel the idiot smiling at me, his damn angelic aura burning a hole into my neck. I honestly wanted to take the damn scarf off it was getting so hot. Fuck I need Y/N here before I break his neck. Someone grabbing my hand brought me out of my thoughts. I was pretty surprised and caught off guard as he dragged me towards the living room. What the hell, I snatched me hand away as soon as we entered the room.
"What is it kid?" I growled finally looking at him.
I stared at his neck and my whole body tensed. You have got to be shitting me! This fucking angel has my mark?! What the actual hell! I gasped and stared at him, my body seemed to relax. He was beautiful and mine. Wait no, fuck no! I heard him gulp and he pulled my scarf off revealing my mark.
"Soulmate." He smiled sweetly tilting his head to the side touching my mark.
I finally snapped back to reality slapping his hand away while growling. No way in hell am I being a soulmate with anyone if I can't have her.
"I will not accept you! You are not my soulmate!" I yelled and he fell back to the ground in pain.
I glared down at him, but for some reason my heart was aching also. Fuck this stupid soulmate pull. I don't want to be with him, yet I can't fully reject him. It hurts too much, fuck can she feel this?
"I will not be soulmates with you!" I yelled pulling him up by his shirt.
"B-B-But w-why?" He cried.
I was about to reply when the back door busted open and Y/N, J-Hope, Jungkook, and V ran in. Y/N looked hurt and was clutching her chest. She can feel my pain...our pain...I wanted to make her feel better.
"Yoongi! You can't do this!" She cried and grabbed my arm.
I dropped Jimin hard and looked at her with so much anger, hate, hurt, pain, betrayal. She fucking knew?! She fucking knew he was my soulmate! She's happy?!
"I can't...when did you know? You were happy weren't you!!" I growled and grabbed her by the neck.
Everyone in the room gasped as she coughed. I heard V's growl and waited for him to try and attack.
"TaeTae...." she started.
I wanted to break that stupid demon, I clinched tighter around her neck, "B-Bunny...Stop." She choked out.
I squeezed harder, as she started gasping for air. I could only see red and V I didn't realize it was Y/N. I felt a gentle and warm hand touch my arm and I loosened my hold a little.
"Min Yoongi! What the hell are you doing? Isn't she the person you love? She is the person you want to protect? And here you are hurting her!" Jimin yelled sounding like he was in pain.
"Baby girl...I'm sorry!" I cried once I realized I was actually hurting her. I let go of her.
I was going to hug her but she flinched back and reached for V. He flashed over to her and pulled her into his arms glaring at me. I was about to rip him apart when I heard Jungkook growl. I turned to him and he punched me in the jaw making blood fly out of my mouth. I panicked and looked towards Y/N only to see she was fine. No it...it cant be....
"What the hell Jungkook! You punched him!" V yelled.
"What I was pissed! Sorry Noona but why aren't you hurt?!?" Jungkook panicked.
"I didn't feel anything....But...I thought....I mean I felt my body want to move in front of him....I just couldn't do it though." She mumbled.
My heart broke and I fell to my knees while looking at her, "You're not mine anymore....he freed you...he...he did what I always wanted to do...."
He actually freed her from the hell I've always wanted to do. But now my father is going to be ruthless. Right now I don't care, because I'm happy but fucking hurt.
"Min..." she whispered as she left V and hugged me tightly.
I couldn't hold it in anymore, I broke down and started crying.
"I just want you happy....if he makes you happy....I...I will let go....please....don't leave me though...." my voice sounded pathetic.
"Suga bear....I would never leave you...He does make me happy....Suga you need to let it go and be happy too..." she kissed my cheek causing V to growl a little.
So I let her go and looked over to V and spoke, "Make her cry, break her heart and I'll break your soul. I'm giving her to you, because she is mine by law. But she didn't need my permission and she knows that." 
V smiled and nodded his head, "Don't worry I will always make her happy and I will protect her."
"Well since this is settled I'm taking my wolfie to train some more. We'll have a meeting once Jin gets back I presume?" Jungkook said.
What the fuck is a wolfie? Or who is a wolfie?
"You're wolfie? What the hell did I miss?" I stared at him raising an eyebrow.
"Yeah He is my bunny! My soulmate!" J-Hope screamed while hugging Jungkook.
"Well damn that's an odd couple." I mumbled as Jungkook and J-Hope left.
"I think it's cute! Now we will leave you two to talk! Min Yoongi don't be an ass, I know you won't accept him right away. But give him a chance." Y/N said as she dragged V out of the room.

So here we are sitting alone in the living room. Me looking like a big ass baby still crying silently. While he sat there looking like the little angel he is. What am I suppose to do? I still love her, but I do have such a huge pull towards him. I will admit he is very beautiful for a man. I kept staring at him with silent tears rolling down my cheeks. He finally looked up at me and he seemed shocked. Then his face changed to one of pain and my heart clenched at the site. I couldn't bare to see him that sad. So this is how it feels with your soulmate? Well honestly it's not a new feeling. I felt this way for Y/N, but this seemed a little stronger. So with knowing that I decided to do what I would do for her. I reached towards him and he flinched back like I was going to hit him. Which broke me a little, but it was my fault.
I sighed, "Jimin I won't hurt you...Just umm...Just come here..."
He seemed nervous but he moved closer to me shaking a little. I got tired of waiting on his slow ass so I grabbed him and pulled him into an awkward hug. He seemed to relax as he wrapped his arms around my torso. I'm not going to lie this felt amazing, but I'm not telling him that.
"H-Hyung...." he whispered.
"What?" I said, not meaning to sound rude but I know it did.
"Um...p-please don't r-reject m-me..." he cried and gripped me tighter.
"I'm not...just...give me time I guess..." I sighed and rubbed his back gently.
This is to much shit to deal with along with this stupid ass war. I'm more confused by how everyone in this fucking group ended up being soulmates? That's very suspicious...is someone planning something? I don't trust this fate, does this have anything to do with the war? The demon prince, Alfa's son, and vampire prince, strongest vampire hybrid and the last cat hybrid all together; The next kings in line, the most powerful of each of our kind? With all of our weaknesses? Well Jimin isn't my weakness, Y/N is...but I guess I don't want the idiot hurt either. I didn't realize it but the dumbass was fast asleep in my arms laying his head on my chest. I stared down at him and smiled a little, he's cute at least.