Please Accept Me

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Jimin's POV
Taehyung and J-Hope were annoying me about some fight plan for the war so I decided to go find Y/N. I'm pretty surprised Taehyung wasn't already with her. I've also noticed that her aura has been completely filled in now. She matched Taehyung's perfectly now, but still had some color from Yoongi's. Min Yoongi...Ever since Yoongi Hyung disappeared I have been feeling odd and only ever felt normal around Y/N. I know Taehyung probably didn't like it so much since they've finally gotten closer. On another note I feel like he somehow understands why I want to be around her. I think it's an AShield thing or just the fact that she's close to Yoongi Hyung. I feel odd around him, but I can tell he doesn't really like us here. Jungkook has seemed to at least talk to me now. Why can't Yoongi Hyung accept us also? I sighed as I reached Y/N's door.
"Y/N....May I come in?" I said sweetly.
"Ah of course Jiminie."
I loved when she called me that. As walked in I couldn't help but to smile, "I can't get tired of that nickname coming from you."
She smiled and motioned me to come on over. I shook my head smiling and sat next to her on the bed, "I know you're worried still Y/N."
She smiled, but it didn't stay there long, she now at an odd look on her face. To be honest she's given me this look a lot lately. I adjusted myself getting into a more comfortable place when I heard her gasp. I jumped thinking I touched her somewhere I shouldn't have. Taehyung would freakin choke me.
"What's wrong?" I asked nervously.
She yanked my shirt down near my neck and gasped again, "No way!! You're his soulmate!"
"What? Who?" I asked excitedly.
Does she know my soulmate?! Oh god what if it's Jungkook? Oh that would be a disaster, I mean don't get me wrong, I care for him like a brother. Honestly the kid would kill me if we were soulmates. For god sakes I'm an angel and he's a vampire/reaper who hates angels.
"Min Yoongi." She whispered, and my heart dropped.

I gulped and stared at her in shock. I tried to speak to say anything. But I was shocked and confused. This made sense as to why I felt weird with him around and gone. Also explains why I'm only okay around her. She's basically part of him. But the connection wouldn't even be set in stone until we both see each other's soulmark or at least one of us seeing it. But he also has to accept it, and I doubt he would.
"You have his soulmark Jiminie. You are his soulmate! No wonder I felt connected to you."
"But he hates me...he loves you Y/N..." I mumbled sadly.
"Of course he loves me Jiminie, we've been together since I was little. But Jiminie he is meant for you and I was meant for Tae. I truly do believe he loves me, but he will change. I truly loved Suga also...but once I met Tae, even before I knew, I felt different still loving Min, but it was different."
"So you're not mad at me? We all know how close you are...he seriously acts like you two are dating..."
She sighed, "That's because he has wanted us to for a while...but I wouldn't agree because I wasn't his soulmate....he deserves you and you him. Please make him happy. And please don't get jealous because of us. I haven't known Tae long....but I like him...no I love him...."
I smiled and leaned over hugging her tightly, "Thank you so much Y/N! I've always waited for my soulmate. I'll try really hard to make him accept me!"
"No problem first I recommend you go see him when he returns, but without covering your mark." She smiled and kissed my cheek.
She started to pull away and glanced towards the door adoringly. I looked over and blushed running out of the room yelling, "Thank you!"

Once I reached my room I plopped down on the bed and sighed. I want to be like Y/N and Taehyung, and Namjoon Hyung and Jin Hyung. I know somewhere deep inside me that Hyung will not accept me. I'm not even loved where I'm from. I've only ever had Jin Hyung....How am I suppose to get this vampire prince to love me? I know the soulmark will pull us together, but the goddesses aren't harsh....they give us free will....we can be rejected...it's not common, but it has happened. As far as I can tell Hyung loves Y/N and I've heard them talking before. I know how much he loves her and now knowing I'm his soulmate I feel broken. As I stood up from my bed I sensed his powerful aura and my whole body seemed to tense and then relax. He's finally here, he's finally back here. I smiled to myself and went over to my closet to get a different shirt that would not hide my soulmark. I pulled out a white v-neck and put it on quickly as I ran out of the room. I was so excited, but nervous. I knew he'd probably be in his music room. I skipped my way up to the third floor happily, but as I got closer I got slower. What I heard was so sad, yet so beautiful. I don't know what song he was playing but it was beautiful. I stood outside the door quietly and hid my aura and scent. Smiling to myself I leaned against the door listening to him play the piano. He was quit talented and amazing, I just wanted to sing while he played. Will he accept me? Will he be happy? Will he feel anything when he sees my mark? I was getting nervous. My nerves got the best of me and I was about to leave when the piano stopped and the door was snatched open.

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