Lisa's Diaries- My Single Life

Chapter Seventeen

Diary Entry #43

Hi there, I know it's been a while; four weeks too long. But I have a good explanation I swear! So I've been consistently seeing Drumstick. Three times a week exactly. Every Saturday we find somewhere to go or something to do. We attended a New Year's Eve party with Teddy and Petty, where Christopher Martin performed. We sang to each other and danced the night away. The night was nothing short of fantastic. It brought me back to the days when it was Teddy, Petty Antonio and I, hanging out and going to University parties.

Yes I can finally say his name, without an ache in my chest. It's been good talking about him to Drumstick. He never forces me to talk about it, but whenever I'm ready he's there to listen.

I couldn't ask for more, and I truly don't want anymore. Even though we've kissed a few times, and every moment was magical, we still haven't moved passed the "we're figuring it out phase". I still feel like I'm licking my wounds, but at least they're healing, slowly but surely. For now, we're just really really close friends, if you know what I mean.

I'm just enjoying myself, more so than usual and I am hoping that eventually, we'll move to the let's be together stage. But I'm just taking it day by day, discovering an interesting life outside of my comfort zone.

I still don't know if Drumstick is the one, maybe he is, maybe he isn't. That won't stop me from trying or falling. But until then, I'm just being happy, truly happy. I'm Lisa and this is my technically single life.