A sad chapter because sadness is a thing
Finn: my mom doesn't know about you lol. I dunno if I should like tell her or just stay quiet?
Ella: you can do whatever you want, finn
Finn: I know but should I?
Finn: im scared
Ella: i mean ig not.
Finn: alright, talk later.
Ella: bye
Today's Friday and ive decided I'll go to school. Ill face whatever they throw at me. I dont care at this point. Me and kelly have been talking and I dont really think I should stay friends with her after what happend but shes my only friend and ive known her forever.
I walk onto the bus and plop down the seat letting out a puff of air. Kelly
starts talking, begging for forgiveness. "Its fine." I say putting my hands up in defeat.
"Just i can't deal with like.. Everything we've done together. We dealt with those dumb bullys, with your mom drinking, with my dad being gone. We've been through it all over these past few years and you were the only one there for me. Youve always been. And I feel like a bitch for letting my dumb hormones take over and fuck up our great relationship. this wasn't supposed to happen, we should have just talked it out i feel like shit and I really hope you can actually forgive me. Youre the best friend ive ever had, Ella and i dont wanna give you away over some dumb fucking boy."
"Its okay I forgive you. Youre the best friend ive ever had and I would never let Kyle get in the way of something this dumb. Its dumb. Its alright. We're still friends."
And I think maybe for once life isnt so bad with Kelly here. I dont care what she did. She cares about me and I care about her. I will forever.
No matter what.
