The way to an alpha's heart {Jungkook Fanfic}

Missing him

I continued to spill my tears onto Mark's shirt while he tried to calm me down. My cries had alarmed the rest of the people in the vicinity, causing them to burst into the room. They all looked worriedly at me and slowly they made their way towards the bed. Bambam being the first one to speak.

"What happened? Are you okay?" His eyes were full of concern.

"Yeah, I'm fine. I just needed to release all the tears I've been holding back."

My statement made them all come closer, swallowing me up in a big group hug. I melted into the love and care that they were giving.

'This is exactly what I needed'

I sighed and relaxed. I missed all of them Jackson, JB, Jinyoung, Yugyeom, Mark, and Youngjae. They released me and I couldn't hold back my smile. They all returned my smile with their own and slowly they each left one by one. 

Finally, it was just me and Bambam. He sat next to me and held my hand.

"Hey, you know you can tell me anything?"  He whispered rubbing the back of my hand with his thumb.

"Yeah, I know."  I smiled at his caring gesture, but I still wasn't ready to tell him. It wasn't the right time.

He and I stayed like that for sometime before he was called to his office to do his Alpha duties, he reluctantly got up to leave and gave me one last caring smile before exiting the room.

I was left alone in my room once again. I decided to try and talk to Pearl since she hasn't been talking to me for the past few days.

'Pearl...hey you there?'

'.....'

I didn't receive any response so I tried again.

'Pearl, please talk to me.'

'H-hey.'

'I thought you left. Why'd you block me for so long?'

'(Y/N)'

'Yes.'

'I'm dying...'

It was as if someone had punched me in the stomach. I felt my knees shake. W-why. Why-why-why WHY!

'Why?'

'If wolves don't stay with their mate they'll die and get incredibly ill, only in rare cases will the other survive. I-we need our mate, wolves can't survive without them and I'm starting to feel the side effects.'

'What?! H-how can I save you?'

'We have to see Jungkook and be with him...or we......can...

Reject him.'

I felt a lump form in my throat. I would have to either reject him or have him mark me so that we could be together. This wasn't what I wanted. Why couldn't I just have a normal mate? Not some deranged Alpha rogue.

'(Y/N)...what are we gonna do. I don't wanna die, but I don't know if we should accept Jungkook.' Her voice was raspy and dry as if she hadn't drunk water in weeks.

It felt like pieces of me were slowly being chipped off. I couldn't lose Pearl. I just got her. We're together in this. I won't let her go.

'Pearl.'

'Yeah.'

'We're going back to Jungkook.'