Wow. It's been almost a year. I feel like so much has changed yet my feelings are the same. I'm sorry I took so long. I wouldn't say things have gotten worse but they definitely didn't get better. I've talked to someone about my thoughts and now they don't talk to me like they used to. They say I should talk to the counselor but I don't trust her. I don't want her to tell my parents. I don't want to cause them any more trouble. I keep to myself more and more. I pretend to open up to my 'friends' but they don't understand what goes on in my head. I don't understand it either. I'm sorry again for making you wait. Not that you're interested. But thanks for reading :). Until next time...
