I thought I'd get better at this. I'm sorry I can't hide anymore. I finally talked about how I feel instead of keeping it bottled up and I hate it. My school counselor made me talk to my parents. I made my parents upset because I was hurting and never told them. I still haven't told them everything yet three days go by and nothing's changed. I might be going to a therapist/counselor that specializes in mental health. I still feel like I can't go to my parents when things get bad. They don't understand it. I'm back to being alone and hating myself more than ever. I doubt things will ever change. I'm going to be like this forever.
