I keep thinking I'll get better at this but I never do. I've been with a new boy and he left me after a month, so that sucked. But I think after another month I'm finally over him. He found a new girl and he seems happy so that's nice. I kinda think I like another guy with the same name which is ironic, but he's also my best friends ex and she told me not to catch feelings for him and that's so hard. He's charming and funny and unapologetically himself. I wish I was more like him. Instead I'm afraid to open up about anything to anyone. I feel like nobody understands.
