Sierra is 18 and lives with her mom and 3 siblings. Her mom hasn't taken it well after her and her fathers divorce. Find out what happens next when you read the book!
{ON HOLD}
Thinking about my past just makes me so scared. Scared that someone will treat me like that again. But with all the bad times, there's the good times. When my dad was actually around, my mom was happy and had a heart. I miss it. I just wish it was the same. But I also love Brendan. He is a great person and I love him so much. And Jonah to. He makes me so happy even in my worst times. All the boys make me happy. I was interrupted by someone walking it the room.
Jonah: Are you ok?
Sierra: Um ye-yeah I'm fine just thinking about things.
Jonah: Sierra I know your not fine. Your crying and don't deny it.
Sierra: Fine but can we talk about it later I really wanna sleep I got no sleep last night.
He nods his head and I kiss his cheek. I get up and change into this:
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Me and Jonah cuddle up and go to sleep
Time Skip brought to you by how fucking tired I am
I wake up with Jonah's arms wrapped around my waist. I grab my phone off the nightstand and I check the time. 5:42. Damn we took a long nap.
Sierra: Jonah. Jonah wake up.
He just pulls me back into his chest and groans. How much sleep does this child need? I start to think of a way to get him up.
Sierra: Hey Jonah look it's Selena Gomez!
I've never seen someone get up so quick. (This is so cringe lol I'm dying over here😂)
Jonah: Haha very funny Sierra. But I'll get you back.
Sierra: Thats What you always say. And it never happens.
Jonah: Ok let's get to the real stuff. You promised to tell me what you were thinking about earlier.
Sierra: Ok fine. I started to think about my parents and how we always used to be a happy family together. But the when my parents divorced, that was all gone. I wish I could've went with my dad. But he said to stay with mom. She would be better that him. But he was wrong. She abused me. And so did my siblings. That's why I ran away. I couldn't handle it. But then Brendan found me. I felt like someone actually cared about me for once. And I met you and all the boys. And y'all make me feel like family.
I start to burst out in tears. I was just so grateful for what I had. I love them so much.
I know I haven't been updating a lot lately. I've been really busy with school and cheer. My competition is actually tomorrow and I have to get up at around 5:30-6:30 and I hate waking up early if it's not for school. And also I'm gonna change the format of the way I'm writing cuz it's easier. And I need sleep to. And for some reason I always update really late. But good night I'll update my other book soon.
