SOPHIAS POV
I hate to leave Kaylee and everyone like this especially Matt. But I have to. I have to go to school. Nash is taking this okay. He was very close to Matt and this hurts him. We texted all the boys early this morning and told them everything,along with a picture of Kaylee sleeping beside Matt. They all are coming up to the hospital and staying a week. Some of them will be here today some in two days. Magcon is just a huge family and when one of them isn't in the best of shape, the rest aren't either. They are always there for each other. Matt has cancer. We all know but he doesn't yet. The doctor said that it's normal for him to be really tired. I kissed Nash goodbye and texted him the whole flight when I had connection. I cried a couple times looking through pictures Nash and I took together. Nash and I are still dating and I want it to never end. I finally arrive home and go up to my room and FaceTime Nash. We talked the rest of the night. I already miss him more than life."I love you Hamilton" then he ended it with " right back at cha love mama, I love yah too Sophia"
~the next day~
MATTS POV
I open my eyes and suddenly become very dizzy. I look around and see that Kaylee is laying on me and Cam is sitting in a chair sleeping. I shake Kaylee a little to wake her up. She is a lights sleeper and wakes up easily. Other than feeling lightheaded I feel fine. Kaylee looks up at me and all I see is smeared mascara and puffy eyes and cheeks. She had a red nose and blood shot eyes. " I'm okay Kaylee. Don't worry. Were going to be okay" she looks at me with no response and just lays her head back down and hugs me tight. Somethings wrong.... "Kaylee why are you so sad baby" I feel wet drops spilling onto by hospital gown. Why is she crying, I'm okay.
"Matt."
"Yes sweetheart" she can't get her words out but then Cam interrupts.
"Bro you have cancer, and she doesn't have the heart to tell you because she doesn't want to lose you like she lost her brother"
She lost her brother because of cancer? I can't do this to her again. I can't ruin her. I Love Kaylee with my whole heart. Tears fill my eyes and I Hug Kaylee tighter. I have to be strong for her though, so I know what I have to say.
"Kaylee you only told me about your brother once and that he had pasted. I'm so sorry that he had cancer. Don't you think that it's going to happen to me though," I grab her hands and hold them up to my lips and kiss them. "I'm going to get through this because I've been able to get through everything and now that your by my side I know I will."
I gulp and pick her chin up and she is crying. " Kaylee I love you.and you know that and I'll be here to tell you that everyday" "you understand" I ask her and she has tears that could fill and ocean rolling down to the floor.
"I know Matt I know.... I love you too"
I can't imagine my life without her. She's my everything...... I kiss her and flashbacks of when I first met this beautiful girl and all our movie dated and late night. Everything was going through my mind in slow motion during the kiss. I never wanted to let go of her.
The rest of the guys came up to see me. Everyone saying sorry and crap. Honestly I'll be fine I kept saying but I know that one day I'm going to die. But I can't let them think that that's what's going to happen because I could pull through. Only 14% of the population that have this genera of cancer survive. I pray every night that I'll be that 14%. After the week the guys were here they left. The week following was the week I started to feel nausea. I threw up and feel down light headed and I was pale. This was just the start. I still had two months according to the doctor to live. I started to write a bucket list of what I wanted to do.
1) kiss Kaylee
2) hug Kaylee
3) be with Kaylee
4) watch movies together again
5) make vines with Kaylee
This was all I need was Kaylee. That's all I wanted.