MATT POV
Week and weeks pasted and now I only had about half a month to live. I am sicker now. I can barely get out of bed to use the restroom. Kaylee makes me food everyday and feeds it to me. I throw up the food almost everyday but she just cleans it up. I start thinking one day about how good of a mother she is going to be. And I think of how she can't think of me when I'm gone. She needs to move on. Find a guy that will treat her like she once treated me.
Once she leaves to go get groceries I struggle to get up but I force myself to. I walk over to the desk and get out a couple cards I got for sale when Sophia was still here. I first wrote one to the guys.
To:the best brothers that anyone could ask for
Listen guys. If your reading this it means that I'm gone. That I'm in with the angels. Don't worry jack and jack I'll be up here counting stars. And I'll never change. But jack and jack, you once wrote "and we won't change for anyone that would be insane" but you guys have changed your way of living for me and you helped me through my battles. Nash and Hayes- I love y'all! Thanks for all u did for me and the awesome vines and memories. Cam-I love you. One day your going to meet a girl that is just like u and your going to be able to live a life that you were meant for. I'll be watching you from above Shawn and Jacob- please don't ever give up On singing, I'll miss u! Don't forget about all the magcon moments Aaron- you were like a brother, u all were. I'm going to miss seeing that face of yours and all the funny remarks that id get back from you
Carter- listen bro. I love you. And I'm going to miss you more than you will ever think. Take care of Burnie and Emily for me. Take selfies with Burnie and post them for me. I'm always looking over for u bro. I'll always be there. Just remember that. Tell your mom that I'm going to miss her saying "cartahh stahp" but most importantly take care of these other guys and make sure that they are okay and not messin up their lives. Taylor- keep making people feel occward in public. I love ya and keep making people laugh because you always brought that smile onto my face. Now all of you need to promise me something. I need you to promise me that you'll look after Kaylee and make sure that she moves on with her life when I'm gone. When she finishes collage this year make sure that she finds a guy that treats her like she once treated me. Make sure that she is happy. Please don't let her worry about me and if I'm okay because im okay. Ill be watching over her but you guys have to promise me that one day when she gets the right guy and falls in love again that he loves her as much as I did and always will. And when she has her child make sure that you let them know about me and about how love is such a beautiful thing. Make sure that you guys stay in touch with my baby girl. Never ever let her go. Please promise me that you will do this. She means the world to me. I love you all. Never forget how much i really did try. Never forget me and the memories we all shared together.
