KAYLEES POV
~two days left~
Today Matt left early to go get some groceries so I just checked my social media and there were some nice comments and there we some bad ones. I've gotten used to the " I should be with him, you don't even look like your good enough for him" kind of things. It's happy when I see multiple notifications like "I ship Kaytt" it's makes me feel good. I call Matt because he's been out for about two hours so I started to worry. He picks up " hey, are you okay?" He says worried because I usually never call "yupp just getting worried baby that's all"
" I'm all good just pulling ou......." "Matt?"
No answer only loud booms and cracks
The call ends. I start to cry and text him rapidly, no answer. I run up to Sophia's room and Nash is in there too they look like they just got up I'm crying and yelling telling them what just happened in the phone. Nash grabs his phone and calls Cam. " Bro it's Matt get over her as soon as posible" " I just pulled in, come outside" we get in the jeep and drive to the nearest grocery store where we see the police and a ambulance driving away i yell his name and Cam doesn't even stop at the crash Scene he follows the ambulance. I'm balling I don't know what Id do with out Matt. I can't think about anything else just Matt "Matt,Matt,Matt,Matt," I notice I have been whispering to myslef the whole ride. We finally get to the hospital and then I see Matt laying on the gurney. I fall to my knees crying. Cameron picks me up and runs with me bouncing in his arms into the hospital and the nurse says " who are you here for" Cam answers " Matthew Espinosa, he should have just been brought in"
" you can see him after the tests, he should be fine but some unfamiliar signs were shown that The doctors noticed. I'm sure it's nothing." I get out two words " thank you." I sit with my face in my hands until Sophia taps me and I knew it was time to go see him from the look on her face. I didn't let her speak I just got up and walked to the room the nurse had said earlier that I overheard. I walk in and see Matt with a black eye and tape over his nose and head wrapped. He has his mouth open sleeping.
The doctor walks in. " excuse me, are you Mr.Espinosa's sister?"
" No, I am his girlfriend"
" oh I'm TRuely sorry for what has happened to your boyfriend. It looks like the other driver that hit Mr. Espinosa was not so lucky, I'm Dr.Hawkings. I need to inform someone on this resent information we found while doing tests on Mr. Espinosa."
" yes, I'm all ears. I can let his family know"
" well I'm very sorry to tell you this but Matthew has cancer. He has had cancer for around two weeks. "
I gasp. I'm in shock. I fall back into the chair. Tears silently rolling down my cheeks. "I mean there's a treatment for him right?!"
"Well miss. Matthew has a specific type of cancer that is very hard to be able to treat."
I am now crying my eyes out. I haven't even noticed till now that Nash and Sophia are crying with me and Cam is jut staring at the floor. The doctor starts to walk out when I blurt out the question we all wanted to know "how long does he have"
Everyone's eyes go to me. The doctor turns and stutters to say " three months maybe four" I try to give him a smile to say thanks but nothing appears to approach my face except sadness and a waterfall of tears. Matthew Lee Espinosa. My love. My hero. The only guy who ever made me feel like I was the only one they cared about. My boyfriend. The guy I loved more than anyone or anything. I was heart broken. My heart felt like it weighed a thousand tons. I looked at Matt laying there peaceful. He didn't know it yet but I did. Why did I have to know. Why did this happen to Matt? Why not me. Matt was a savior and would do anything for anyone who walked by, that's the kind of guy Matt was and will always be. I have thought about getting married to him and what a life, a whole life with him would be like. I grasped the necklace hanging off my neck and looked at it. I walk over to Matt and lay beside him and fall asleep.
I wake up and matt is still out. My hand is still on the necklace. I look down at it and whisper into matts ear " and I'll never forget you, the love of my life" I rest my head in his chest. Memories of everything I have done with this boy play through my head like a movie that never stops. The doctor comes in at 2:00 to check on Matt and then flees. Cam went to eat.Nash and Sophia went back to the house so Sophia could pack her things because she was leaving tomorrow morning. I am supposed to be but I've decided just now that I'm staying here with Matthew. I know he would do this for me and I have to stay with him. I can't go back and just leave him here.
