A YEAR LATER EXACTLY
KAYLEES POV
It's been exactly a year since the guy of my dreams died because of cancer. I have kept in touch with all the guys but carter the most he lives with me and Megan along with Cam. Carter has kept watch over me like Matt used to. Everyday I see Matt in things carter will say or do. I see Matt everyday in the pictures I framed and put around our apartment. I have not found any guy like Matt. And I never will. I'm okay with never getting married because I love Matt and that can be all I wanna love.
Today we are going to see his grave along with the guys. I'm ready to see his grave. I went every month to see him. I lay pink orchids every time because those are what he gave me when he asked me to be his girlfriend again on the beach. I wear the necklace he gave me everyday. And most importantly I think if him everyday. I don't want to live a life without him. He made me feel like I was ontop of the world.
When we are done visiting his grave everyone walks back Except me. I lay the flowers down and kiss the top of the grave. I say "I can't do it Matt, I have to be with you" and with that I left the grave and drove back in the familiar jeep that belonged to Cam. Who also who kept in close touch with.He has a girlfriend. It's Megan. Yes my bestfriend is dating him. I'm so happy for them. They are always together and it reminds me of the relationship me and Matt once shared together. Cam and Megan help me remember the best part if my life. The part where the main charactors where Matthew Espinosa and Kaylee Jones.
Later that night I couldn't stop thinking about Matt. I walked into the bathroom and got out some pills. I dumped out 20 of them and placed them in the palm if my hand. I needed to be with Matt again. I love him and I don't think I can make it without him.
I swallow
Them and just lay on my bed and wait. I look up at the picture of me and Matt kissing on the beach and smile then everything goes dark. I hear a faint voice that sounded like carter and then I feel hands picking me up and that's when I started to see bright white light and then I saw Matt and I ran up to him and he whispered something in my ear..It was only for a quick millisecond then I was awoken in the hospital with carter and Cam and Aaron standing beside the bed. They all looked very concerned. "I saw him. That's all I wanted was to see Matt one last time And see him breath. See that he TRUELY is okay. I saw him and now I'm okay. I love him more than you can imagine."
Cam says"did he say anything"
" no just smiles and his eyes they looked so happy and he didn't look sick he looked like he did the first time I met him"
Carter grabbed me and said " don't you ever pull anything thing like that again... Not without me too"
Carter was the one who let me live. He ran me over to the hospital and saved my life.Even if u died I would be okay because I would have gotten to stay with Matt but once I was awake I was happy Carter was there to save me because I want I can now live my life knowing that Matt is okay. I smiled because carter cared about me like Matt did and he was like a brother to me.He would do anything for me and whenever someone that was mean came around carter took care of them. He really was like my bestfriend. He was so much like Matt. I told him everything and he was the only one who came with me every time I went to see matts grave. Carter was matts bestfriend and they always used to be together when I wasn't with him. Carter told me one day after Matt pasted that Matt texted him one last text and it said that if he doesn't make it that he wanted Carter to tell me that he loves me and that he's right by my side smiling at me and he always will be.He would always want to watch a romance movie and then and action movie like me and Matt used to. I miss Matt. Carter also has brought me back to myself. I was in a Great Depression and he picked me off my feet and made me happy again.
Once we got back I pulled carter aside. I had to tell carter what Matt had whispered in my ear for carter."Matt wanted me to tell you that, he has been watching you bro and he wants you to go for that girl because you deserve her" I looked at carter because i didn't know of any girl he had a thing for " so carter who is it!
"He shook his head" it's no one"
I laughed " come on if Matt Wants you to go for her and he knows who it is, how can't I know! Come onnnnn carter tell meh"
