All about Joseph

Stupid Notions

Hey, journal.

It’s been really a lot while since I’ve written here. Well, I don’t have to write everything here since a lot of things happened these past days but here’s the deal, my brother, Claude would be here with us in Vigan. Is that exciting? Actually not but it’s okay. My mom and dad insisted they would deal with Lamarte there in their own and Claude should be with us safe here. My father seemed not surprised about Lamarte. I think he knows that his bestfriend has this character when he’s obsessed with something. I like to think of Lamarte as obsessed not a crazy person, he was so driven by his passions that he can’t even control it himself. I’m just worried about my parents because I don’t know if they could handle themselves there alone, without me. Well, I have a feeling that even though I’m just a teenager I could do something to help and stop Lamarte’s doing. I’m afraid that he’ll do something about my dad when he got there in our home. I hope not but usually my assumptions are true and I hate that. Here’s the thing, I don’t know when will my brother get here, is he alone from the trip or my mom or dad or both of them will brought him here. This vacation is turning to be a long, very long up down ride and now, with my brother on the way. I told Rebecca all about this when I’m done talking with my mom on the phone a while ago.

“Hey, ruffles. How’s your day going? I’m sorry I left you here without notice. Something happened.” I said as I enter the hotel room sweat dripping on my nape because of the hot sun. It was 1 in the afternoon and I haven’t eaten lunch yet.

“It’s alright. It sure is hot outside dear. Come sit here with me. And you looked exhausted.” She gestured me to sit down on the couch in the living room. I sat down on the sofa and said nothing. I’m too drained of the things happening. She sat beside me and held my hand then she said,

 “How about a tea dear? Have you eaten your lunch yet?”

“Ahh, not yet. I’ve been in Geoff’s house and he offered me to eat lunch with him there but I refused. I’m just tired and also I wanted to see you first.” I told her truthfully. She blushed at my words and went to the small kitchen island. I heard plastics crackling in the background. I just sat there and wait for her to be back. I closed my eyes, rest on the sofa and breathed in the cool air heavily. Suddenly I felt that there’s someone breathing in front of me. I didn’t bother to open my eyes because I know it was Rebecca in front of me. Then she cupped her hands around my face. I let out a low growl. She silently laughed at that. I think she figured that I’m relaxed now. Well, yeah, sort of. I wanted to take a break somehow. I felt her lips brushed with mine and then I slowly opened mine and she followed. By this time, I cupped my hands in her face and she slowly sat down on my lap. Hmm, a tasty meal for lunch.

I touched her nape and the back of her head. I could feel her soft and silky hair between my fingertips.  I could also smell the Italian peach scent because of her shampoo. She pulled me in closer and I gave in. She’s on my lap now, her legs wrapped around my waist. I carefully traced my finger on her neck and could feel that she twinged at it but she still continued our kiss. I don’t know if she’s uncomfortable but I continued. Instead of my fingers I traced my lips on her neck, breathing out hot air on her neck. She found it pleasing. She raised my head towards her and looked at me intently. I looked at her in the eye too. I could feel and see that she has many questions running through her mind but she kept her silence. I gave her a long sigh.

She kissed me again slowly. I kissed her back too. She gently pushed her tongue inside my mouth and she moaned. I got the feeling she liking this moment. Actually me too. She’s like a drug giving me all the rush through my veins. I traced my hands around her waist. Those curves are priceless, it really turns me on. She started on my polo shirt she’s lifting it up again and I let her. There’s someone inside telling me to stop but I didn’t. I just let her take me away with her. I touched her back and deliberately remove her shirt. Her bare skin touching mine, what pleasures it has given me. My hand is like an explorer, exploring her body. John Mayer’s Your Body is a Wonderland entered my mind, I started to laugh in the middle of our kiss. She started to laugh too.