All about Joseph

Intercourse

Yeah, so I couldn't sleep with the thought that my Rebecca gave me, her mom knows, my mom knows and she didn't even bother to tell me this? Well, who would right? It would be embarrassing for me right? It's already 2 am in the morning, I'm restless again. I stood up and looked outside the veranda. Dude, you need to clear things up...

You need to, badly and you need some rest there's a big day ahead even though you're unsure of what would be happening. I went inside the room again and looked for my journal. It's on the coffee table. I have no intentions on writing on it and I have this feeling that Rebecca read some entries of it. That would really be embarrassing, maybe I should keep this in my bag so that there would not be any problem. I pulled the chair and sat there while looking outside again, I have so many thoughts in my mind and I can't even figure anything out. I din't notice that Rebecca was at my back.

"Joseph, you need to have some rest."

"Yeah but I think I already have insomnia these past days and it became worst after you told me that thing a while ago."

"I'm just only kidding about that..."

"You sure?"

"Yup, so you need not to worry." She's held my shoulders now as if giving me a massage. Maybe I need that...she's really good at it.

"Okay."

"Joseph, I'm sorry I never thought that you would take it too seriously."

"It's okay, no serious harm done, I just can't sleep, that's all."

"Well it's not but I'll make it up to you, okay?"

"Hmmhmm." that's all I could say she's really good at this kind of stuff it's so relaxing.

"Just close your eyes." I obediently did what she said. After minutes of massaging she told me that I should lie on the bed so that she could massage me properly. It's really soothing especially that I had a rough day and an unsure day ahead. 

"'Where did you learn this dear?" 

"I've done it many times with my dad before. Hush..just close your eyes, okay?" I just nod, I don't know if she saw that. Again, after minutes of massaging I noticed that I drifted somehow and slept. I couldn't feel her hands on my back anymore. Why is that? So, i turned to face her. She just let me do that and she's staring back at me. I looked at her intently, to read her mind but nothing came. I just suck at these things. She slowly went down and gave me a kiss but this kiss was different from what we did a while ago.This time it was the soft and arousing one that just gives you the shivers on your spine and want to continue as long as you want if that is even possible.I closed my eyes and feel this moment.  Without noticing I'm letting out small moans because of her kiss. And I think she noticed because in between our kiss I could feel that her lips formed into a smile but she still carried on. 

I pulled her near my chest so that I could feel her more. I'm feeling this ache again, this wanting. I want her, she wants me. We need each other badly. "Joseph..." And there it is again, her calling of my name like everything is incorporated and related in my name, like the whole universe depends on it. But I really like it, I really do,isn't it obvious? I cupped my hand on her head and slowly tilt her so that I'm on top of her. I stopped kissing her and I looked at her, she looked at me too. Without saying a word we understand each other and continued on. She pulled me close to her and I just let her..We let the moment continue. We kissed again but this time with our tongues touching and she started to pull my shirt off like last time but instead of arguing I just let her. She feel my back and then she held my chest. I held her hips and feels her curves in my hands. Her skin is smooth and soft to touch, I started to lift her shirt too and she just let me. I planted kisses on her neck, the very thing that she loves and down I go to her chest. I tried to remove her bra but I had some difficulty and she laughed at that. I laughed at that too. She removed it and I continue with what I'm doing. She pulled my head closer to her chest and I go deep. I let my  hand feel her soft breast, she gestured with her hand to stroke it so I did. She's really liking this.