"Forgiven," I said.
"Why is it that you forgive Freddie so easily but not Elle! She made a long trip here just for you!" Mum scolded me. "Cause what Freddie did didn't cause death. Why are you on her side?" I asked."She's sorry. What happened was the past, forget about it and move on!" Mum yelled.
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Today :
I took a cab to the church. I walked in, thinking about my life and what Freddie said yesterday.
"You have a choice to move on, I'm just saying. Its your choice but its what best for you," Freddie said. "I'm perfectly fine. I don't even know why I'm talking to you. Ever since his death, I had trouble trusting people and I didn't talk anymore but.. you came into my life and I talked again," I said.
"Just like how Percy did. Its funny, you two did it the same way, saved me from attempting suicide and made me talk again," I smiled to myself. "Maybe its a sign?" Freddie laughed. "A sign of what? That you're secretly Percy?" I laughed.
Whenever I'm with Freddie, he somehow cheered me up and forget about the cold things that happened in my life. I was glad to have a friend like him."How long must I pray to you?" I sat at those church seats and looked to the floor. "I have just one wish, to have Percy back. Please," I said.
"Your mum told me you were here," a familiar voice said. I turned around and saw Freddie. "Without him I feel like nothing. I feel hopeless like nothing can save me," I said to Freddie.
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A few months before..
"You changed me into someone better, thank you," I smiled. He lied down on the bed next to me and held my hand. "Your welcome," Percy kissed my lips passionately.
I pinched his shirt and pulled it forward. Then, he let go of the kiss. He hugged my waist and locked eyes with me.
"You know, I think we're destinied to be together," Percy smiled. I giggled and hugged him back.
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Today:Freddie drove me back home and I invited him in. I took out my laptop that I hadn't used for quite a long time and onned it. "Hey, you have a webcam on that?" Freddie asked.
I nodded without looking at him as I was typing the password to my laptop. "Great, lets do this thing girls do everytime," Freddie laughed. "No, I'm not that kind of girl," I said. "Come on, pretend this is a photo booth. Please?" Freddie gave me his puppy dog eyes.
"Fine. But stop doing those eyes or I'll slap you silly," I laughed.
We took a number of photos and kept laughing. And then we didn't notice that we fell asleep. My head lied on his shoulder and his lied on my head.
When I woke up, I looked up and saw Freddie's head. My neck was aching. "Hey Fred, wake up," I pushed him a little. "Wha--what?" Freddie rubbed his eyes. "We fell asleep," I said as I sat up straight.
"But last night was awesome huh?" Freddie said. I couldn't rememeber anything. I looked around and saw feathers on the floor. Seems like we had a pillow fight.
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Eloise
Teen FictionEloise, a girl who attempts suicide and doesn't think there is a reason to live.. until she falls in love with a boy in her school that 'bullied' her until they became friends one day. She didn't expect it to be him as much as she didn't expect him...