Mistakes (rewrite 1/1/20)

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FIRST REWRITE OF THE NEW YEAR WOOO!
Sorry I lied. I'm not writing that this chapter! Although there will be in the future. On with the story!

Jesse was stupid drunk. The kind of stupid drunk that made you think opening all the cages in the zoo was a good idea. Jesse wasn't a man of a lot of thoughts and the majority of them were bad. Jesse couldn't really remember how he got where he was. All he knew was that he was in a bed. The bed was warm and he wasn't alone. His shirt was off and the hand that rubbed against his chest wasn't hanzo's. The delicate fingers were painted in a dark shade of crimson. Jesse pushes her away, but it was too late. Hanzo had seen everything. His face was a red. He looked as though he was going to scream. Instead hanzo let out a loud sob as he ran down the stairs and out the door. Jesse tried to chase after him, but was stopped by the same hand that he had woken up to.

"Let go of me!" Jesse tugged his arm away. He looked back and saw the worst mistake he ever made. Ashe sat looking rather distraught on the bed. "What's the matter jess? Lover boy don't like you no more?" She flashed him a wicked grin. "You" Jesse scowled. "You fucking bitch! You did this on purpose!" Jesse was fuming. He could believe it. "Get out." Jesse didn't tell or scream. Ashe looked frightened for a second being she grabbed her things and left. It was the calm before the storm.

Jesse showered and changed into new clothes before grabbing his phone. He scrolled through the missed messages before calling hanzo.

It went straight to voicemail "Hanzo please please just hear me out. Please baby. Answer the phone" McCree pleaded into the phone. He tried another time and waited. On the second ring hanzo answered the phone.

"What do you want." His voice was hoarse. "Let me explain. Please just listen." Jesse started. He willed the tears away as he began to explain. "What you saw was my ex. I didn't feel anything for her. We broke up a long time ago and I know that it looks bad." He let out a long breath. "I am not gonna say it was just her. I knew I was drinking too much. The was my mistake, but she shouldn't have came home with me. That's on her." Jesse felt the tears start " I know I can never make it up to you. And I can't make all of this go away, but I just need you to know I regret all of it. I regret drinking and I regret her" Jesse wiped his face. His voice was shaking. "And if you can ever even think about forgiving me please just tell me what I can do to make you do that"

Hanzo was quiet through all of this. He can hear his sniffles on the other side of the phone. Hanzo simply hung up. Jesse just broke down.

He couldn't handle all of this. It was too much. His ex, hanzo, his dads. He didn't know what to do, so he did the only thing he could do. He cried himself back to sleep.

The next day when he got to school he avoided hanzo. He couldn't deal with how he made him feel. He went through the day not really even paying attention. He knew he would get shit from his dads about it. He didn't even care about the consequences.

The end of the day came faster than he thought it would. He was about to leave when he saw hanzo. He looked pissed. Hanzo pushed him into the boys bathroom and pushed him against the wall.

"What you did fucking destroyed me." Hanzo started "and it was the worst thing I had ever felt. If you ever ducking do that again I will cute your dick off and feed it to you"  hanzo finished before kissing Jesse hard. Jesse wrapped his hands around hanzo's waist and kissed back. They parted their lips. "I don't know if you actually listened to the call, but I promise I meant everything I said and I will never hurt you again." Hanzo smiled and removed himself from Jesse. "Good. Now if you want to be forgiven you will need to do exactly as I say." Jesse nodded eagerly. " until Friday night you cannot touch, kiss, or even think about me" hanzo pushed jesse's hair behind his ear. " do you understand"

"Yes , but" Jesse tried to say" no buts! See you Friday cowboy." Hanzo walked out of the bathroom and went home. Jesse whined before walking home with hanzo.

// notes //
Hello! I hope y'all all enjoyed. I haven't written this AU in awhile but I thought I would try to take this slower. Jesse and Hanzo don't do any thing "fun" *wink wink* until I want to say chapter 8.  Also you should check out "never let me go" by KlaraRoman that story has feels to go around and cliffhangers so good you won't believe their real! I highly recommend it!
Word count: 618

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