Day 04

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February 3

        Last night was so roller coaster. Imagined we chatted with one of my batch mate in HS, then I chatted also in a GC of the guy I used to liked and one of my friend na kasali din doon, tapos lastly me, my BFF na girl at our mentor friend chatted with each other.

       Let's start with my HS batch mate na guy, he commented on my profile until he pm me first then ayon na nga convo2. tapos I can sensed and feel  weird talaga, until bigla sa may last part ng convo nami nag pasabog siya he even give a revelation/confession that he had crush on me daw noon. Like OMG, I cannot take it. Hindi talaga ako ready sa ganun na revelation jusko naman. But what is nice is my instinct towards with guys never got wrong parin, alams ko parin yung mga ganun if my mga confession na matagal sinasabi hindi blunt agad.

       Now I know what is the meaning of the dream I had from his late grandfather sa mother side. Meaning pala mag coconvo kami ng apo niya. Kasi yeah we had a conversation last night, it still hurt parin pala my gosh akala ko okay na talaga ako but I still managed so. He ask about if I unfriend him sa fb which hindi ko naman ginawa, just unfollow only. So ayon I try to be jolly but our convo end with a word which is OK after I said na I won't confirm his FR sa other account ko kasi baka mang scan siya ng photos. So ayun lang, masakit pero hindi na naman ganun ka sakit.

       Lastly the conversation with my BFF and our close friend mentor na umabot ng 12 midnight because we end up debating about a beauty product which is made in Vietnam then me and my BFF keep finding for translation in English then she said na wag nalang daw kami maghanap kasi mas matatagalan pa daw magpa ganda ang importante daw gaganda. It's a was really a fun conversation and debate, sasakit talaga tiyan mo sa kakatawa.

        For today, me and my aunt argued about the SSS Online Portal kasi she want na tingnan namin online tapos sabi ko nga wala naman exact na lalabas at yung nag try ako kailang pa etext basta something ganun hindi ko naintindihan, eh  ayaw niya maniwala nagalit pa she even said na you can understand it. Hay nako, ang kulit rin eh sabi na nga na hindi pinapairal pa talaga na siya ang tama. For the first time this 2018 ngayon lang uminit ulo ko dahil sa kanya.

        Lastly my shipment isn't still here. I am worried I wish andito na yun by tomorrow. I have to trust with my seller.

"Be Patience Towards Everything."
"Pain Will Heal Soon Enough."
"Confession Just Deal It With Your Brain Not 💜."

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