February 25
Ha! (sigh) I feel that I miss someone and some moments probably. Well, I really don't know. The clear one are I feel bad, sad and it's like I can't breath. I wasn't calm at all.
I even don't know how and what to explain and write my thoughts and feelings right now. I can't compose any words that will suits exactly to what I want and how to tell it to ease and relax myself.
Okay, I would admit it I dream about him twice already it wasn't that bad but he wasn't happy as well. In my dreams he was alone and I can't see the girl that I saw in my past dream. Yes, I am worried about him. Why? Because I know very well my dream that it happens in reality most of the time and now the difference is I can't connect with him and I can't , I mean I can't even know how is he. He might break me intentionally or unintentionally but still I treat him as a friend and we still have pinagsamahan despite of everything. Well, I kinda try almost everything just to forget and get over him but I don't know it's like their is something that pull me to not yet let go and surrender him, I mean to not stop my feelings for him yet. It's like this whole thing is crazy but despite it I trust God that He will be their to be my light and my guidance.
"Hold On But Guard Yourself For Your Own Good."
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Finally, I was able to update na isang araw lang in one chapter. I can't promise guys na it will be like this always but I really do try my best po. That's it have a nice day everybody.
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335 Days of My Journey
Teen FictionA diary that would reflect the whole story of lady as she face her journey.