My Mom Let Him Rape Me

Part 2

It's a cold raining night . Jean ( thats our mother ) comes stumbling in here high as ever. This times around she brings her drug dealer with her . He is this tall scary ugly man . He gives me the creeps when i sees him .

Me- "Um why is here & why are you here?

Jean- "this is my boyfriend. He's moving in ."

Me- "like hell he aint . we dont know this man & you shouldn't want a man here anyways"

Jean- "shut up Nene he's moving in . he could help yall with bills "

Me- "where tf is he going to sleep , we barley have fucking room Jean . Huh let me guess you're going to kick your kids out of there rooms so you and your drug dealer can lay up in here and get high"

Jean- "no we're sleeping in you and Gus room"

Me- no tf yall not , yall not staying up in here , yall got to bounce.

I called Gus say , why Jean and her drug dealer boyfriend trying to move up in here . I could hear it in Gus voice that he was pissed. He said im almost there sis and hung up. This bitch really think her and her dope head ass man finna lay up in here, they got another thing coming. I heard Gus car pulls up in the drive way . I can see it in his face that he was pissed off . He stormed in here and seen Jean and whatever you want call them sitting in the living room

Gus- " What the fuck do yall want ? We don't have money to supply yall need and yall damn sholl aint staying here."

Jean- " I live her too so Kevin is going to move in with us ."

Gus- "Your home is on the fucking street . You dont live here and why would you want a man around your daughters after you tried to sell Nene for a hit ."

Jean- "Im your mother and you're not going to talk to me like that "

Gus- Our mother? Jean please you haven't been  no mother to us , to all of us you're Jean the crackhead and that what we'll call you Jean. You're no damn mother of ours.

Gus walked away , i could see that he was hurt. Our brothers and sisters was crying because they missed Jean but Gus and I didn't . We knew all she was, was a crackhead .I knew she wasn't going to change . Jean was only fooling herself. Gus walked back in and said y'all gtf out our house y'all missing y'all hit. Jean got up and could barley walk . Just look at you Gus said . You looking fuck pathetic, same clothes for months on , look like you haven't bathe in years. Dont FUCKING come back he said. Jean and Kevin walked out . Kevin had this grin on his face the whole time he was there . I said Gus he think this shit is hilarious . Gus said dont fucking let her back in here . She is not our mother . We dont know her and lets keep it that way . I dont want to see her no more then he walked off. I knew deeo inside Gus was hurt but he didn't want us to see it . I got up so i could cook all of dinner .

Its hard trying to be a mother and work . I want to be like every 16 year old . I want to finish school and be something but I know i couldn't because i have to make sure my little siblings was okay .If i let them down , i know i let myself down . I started cooking dinner everybody favorite was spaghetti and meatballs , fried chicken and garlic bread so i cooked that. I knew it would fill everybody up . I started cooking and Taylor came down stairs . Hey Nene what you cooking . I said everybody favorite . She said yesssssss ! Im hungry . I said tell everybody to get washed up , put on yall pajamas , brush your teeth and get ready for dinner.