My Mom Let Him Rape Me

Part 4

Gus was so pissed . He threw Jean outside and told her to never come back.Gus walked back in the room , get up Nene you're going to the hospital. I said no , we can't leave them by themselves what if they come back . Gus said no we're all going so lets go . Gus got everybody ready and carried me to the van. I had blood everywhere , all down my leg . Gus rushed me to hospital . We arrived there very quick .Gus told Titianna to run inside and get wheel chair and a nurse or doctor. Titianna and the nurse ran back outside . The nurse picked me up and put me in the chair and rushed me back inside .They put me in the back immediately. The doctor came in and said he needed to do test to make sure i didn't catch no type of disease Kevin .He drew blood from and sent it to the lab . As I was waiting for my results, my siblings walked in Gus was first. Aye you good Nene , Gus asked . Yes , im fine . I shouldna let Jean stay , that is all my fault . Gus said , fuck that this is not your fault .Jean is wrong for letting that man even do that , but im going to handle her when i see her . The doctor walked back in , Ms Jackson you're fine no diseases or nothing you're fine , but i want you to come back every 6month so i can test you for aids/hiv. I set there and looked at him , wait he gave me aids . No , No the doctor said . Im just making sure he didnt. Aids/HIV doesnt show up right then , it can be months sometimes years he said . I was scared and nervous .

We left the hospital. Driving down Linking Ave , all you see is crackheads on the street . I looked up and Jean standing on the corner with another crackhead woman . Gus pulled right up to them and jumped out. Are you fucking crazy? You just gone let your drug dealer rape your daughter , the daughter thats taking car of the kids you dont give af about . Jean just standing there looking all stupid . Gus continued , yall look fucking ridiculous . You have 9 kids that lost their mother to fucking drugs , you need to wake the fuck up before one of these motherfuckers kill your clucked out ass. Gus walked off , i seen it that he was disgusted and hurt. Jean just stood there still trying to get a hit. The drugs done took over her so bad . Jean use to be a pretty woman , she was always my role model but not now . She disappointed me . We pulled off from the corner Jean was on and went home .

We pulled up to our apartment. Gus helped me out the car and made sure i made it inside alright . I was about to start dinner but Gus told me no, that he was making us dinner tonight . I said boy do you know how to cook . He said yes grandma taught me before she passed . Our grandmother passed away about 7 years ago . She was the only person that never turned her back on us . Jean and her never seen eye to eye . My grandmother was embarrassed to call Jean her daughter . My grandmother had 13 kids and Jean was number 4. Jean was the only one on drugs . My grandma didnt know what led her to drugs or who introduce them to her . I didn't care all i knew was i was dont with Jean after what she did , she cant say anything to me.