My Mom Let Him Rape Me

Part 3

The kids washed up , dinner was almost ready. I made kool aid and put it in the freezer so it can chill . I called everybody down so they could eat and get ready for bed. Gus walked in and came into the kitchen. Dang sis you got it smelling good in here . Please tell me is our favorite you cooking . I laughed, yes it Gus . Where have you been. He said out looking at Jean . She all high and shit just laying on the corner getting high. I said smh , dont you know we're the talk of town . Everywhere i go , all i hear is there goes Nene the daughter of a crackhead . Do you know how that feel Gus ? He said i know sis i know happens to me too. I said let's stop talking about the kids coming down for dinner . Gus said okay but she's not coming to live here idc Nene . I said oh i know or her that Kevin guy . Titianna walked in she's the 3rd oldest she's 15 . Yo Gus , where you been he said watching Jean . She said oh some mother huh .Gus said yeah but lets stop talking about before the rest hear us .

Everybody set down at the table to eat. We always enjoyed ourselves at the table . We have long conversations, Gus and I always ask our younger brother and sisters what do they want to be when they grow up . Then all of sudden we heard a knock on the door . Gus got up and went to the door. It was Jean and another crackhead boyfriend of hets . I walked in.

Me- "Wtf do you want Jean ? I see you brung another one of your crackhead boyfriends with you."

Jean- " Please let us stay here, just for tonight . Its cold and raining.

Gus- " Well thats what you crackheads, like huh ."

Titianna- "Mom is that you? Is that really you ."

Gus- "Titi , go back in there ."

Titianna- " Gus I just want her to answer one question . Why did you do us like that?"

Gus- " She doesn't care that why . Many Ti look at her . She a straight junky . She dont fucking care."

Me- "Just let them stay . They need a fucking bath" .

Gus- "Im fucking out , im not staying here why they're here .

Gus left . I asked them was they hungry. They said yes so i fixed them so food . They ate everything . After they finished, i showed them where they was sleeping at . I left them and went upstairs to shower . After i Showered i went to my room and closed the door and went to sleep . I felt somebody cover my mouth . When i woke up it was Jean and her drug dealer boyfriend. Jean said if you scream , ill have Kevin kill you , now let him do whatever he wants to do with you . I looked at her and said fuck no get out . Jean said no he's going to . Kevin pushed me on the bed and started ripping my clothes off . I was screaming amd kicking him . He pinned me down and started having rough sex with me . I was crying and begged him to stop. I begged Jean for him to stop but she acted like she didn't hear me. When Kevin finished he got up and gave Jean some white stuff in a bag then he left. I laid on the bed crying . I was scared and it hurted so bad . I heard Gus come in . He walked in the room wtf Nene what happen. I said Jean let Kevin rape me for crack .