Im nash Griers twin sister

Chapter 11

I woke up around 12 in the afternoon and got dressed and went down stairs
I walked into the kitchen and jack sat there
"Oh hey lily" jack said
"What the hell are you doing here? I thought you went home?" I said
"Yeah I did but you said we don't like to talk over the phone or something so now I'm here" jack said walking to me
"I missed you" jack said
"I haven't seen you since yesterday" I said
"Yeah but that was to long" jack said
Gosh no matter how hard I try to push the feelings away, him away it don't work
"I love you" I said and hugged jack
"Where is everybody?" I asked
"Nash and Hayes left to a friends house and you're mom is at work" jack said
"What about Will?" I asked
"Oh he went to go play basketball at the park or something" jack said
"Oh" I said
"So can we talk now?" jack asked
"Fine" I said
We went outside to talk I grabbed my soccer ball and started kicking it while he talked.

"Okay who the hell is Alex and why do you have his sweatshirt?" jack asked
"Alex is one of Will's teammates brother" I said
"Okay what about the sweatshirt?" jack asked
"Alex gave it to me after the game" I said
"Why?"
"Because I didn't have a jacket so he gave me his to wear then he said I can keep it" I said
"So you kept it?" jack said
"Yeah"
"Why?"
"Why do you care?"
"Because I don't like seeing you with other guys especially with their clothing" jack said
"So if I want to hang out with Alex I will and if I want to wear his clothing I will you are not my mother" I snapped
"Oh my fucking god are you serious"
"Yeah I am I was actually going over to Alex's house today but you showed up wanting to talk" I said
"We'll then you should just go over then" jack said
"Oh I am after you leave" I said he isn't gonna win this fight
"DO YOU EVEN LIKE HIM!" jack yelled
"We'll I don't get into fights with him so yeah I do" I said
"We not fighting" jack said
"Okay then what the hell are we doing now?" I asked
"That's what I thought" I said and walked into the house
"Don't walk away from me" jack said
"Look I'm not going to be you're little fuck buddy or what ever you want to name it. I am ashamed on what we did. after that 'what we did' I felt weird. it's hard for me to fit in and you are making it worse I'm not going to fight with you. I don't even tell my counselor about this he asks how's you and jack and every time I say fine but it's not fine!" I yelled and walked up the stairs to my room
Jack followed
"Look I don't want to fight with you but you are making it hard for me. I don't like seeing you with other guys besides me. I don't want to loose you. Even tho we are not dating I like to imagine that we could, but I honestly don't know. you say you love me then you are mad at me" jack said
"can you please just leave" I said trying to old in my tears 'why am I about to cry?'. Jack left without saying a word I txted Will and asked him where was he and he said at the park playing basketball with his old friends.

I ran over to Will and I hugged him and I cried into his chest.
"What's wrong?"
"Jack" I said
"What's wrong lil?" the other guys asked
I sat down and so did the boys
"I'm so confused" I said in between cries
"About what?"
"Jack. we just got into a fight" I said
"Look Lily Jack loves you"
"I know. but it's just"
"Just what lil?"
"I love Jack but after what happened"
"Jack is no like Chris Lily Jack is way better. did you tell him about Chris?"
"No" I said
"We'll you should and maybe he will understand"
"You really think so?" I asked
"We all think so" Will said
"Thanks" I said hugging Will and I hugged everybody else
"I love you guys" I said
"We love you to"
I txted jack and he came over

"I'm sorry jack" I said
"It's okay I just don't get why you keep pushing me away"
"We'll"
"See I used to date this guy Chris and one day he tried to Kiss me but I didn't want him to kiss me so he slapped me across the face and then forced a kiss I told him to fuck off he he slapped me even harder I told Will and then Nash And Hayes found out and Nash kicked his ass and I've never seen him again. I'm pushing you away because I don't want to get hurt like last time" I said

" I will NEVER do that to you Lilian. And you should know that. I'm sorry I didn't know about Chris. And what he did to you was wrong and still is. But I just want you to know that I will NEVER in a million years do that to you and if I did I would kill myself cause if you hated me there is no point of living" jack said I cried and he pulled me into his arms

I woke up in jacks arms I must have fallen asleep crying into his chest. I got up and looked in the mirror I look like crap but I could care less. I went into my studio. I just stood there soaking it all in. "Lily" jack said while wrapping his arms around me
"Yeah?" I asked
"Nothing" he said I smiled he was still sleepy I could tell
"I love you" I said
"I love you more"
"I love you most" I said and he laughed
"No I love you wayyyy more" jack said I laughed Nash, Will and Hayes walked in
"HEY JACK GETS TO COME IN BUT WE CANT!?" hayes yelled
"We'll you are in here now aren't you?" I said
"You know mom said I could paint this room" I said
"OH MY GOD YES! Hayes yelled
We cleared out the room and put down tarp and I got a wall and the boys just went with whatever

"What's that" I asked hayes
"A dinosaur" Hayes said I laughed I looked like it got beat by another dinosaur 40 times
"What's that?" I asked will
"Oh this it's paint on you're face" Will said while putting paint on my face
"Oh it's on" I said and put paint on his face we got into a paint fight and paint splattered everywhere after we got done mom took a picture of us and Nash recorded it for a YouTube video I think.

After we got all the paint off we looked at the room
"I like it" I said
"Eh it's okay" Jack said I smacked jacks arm
"Honestly I think it's ugly" Hayes said
"We'll it looks just like jack so" I said
"HEY!" jack yelled I laughed
"No Nash is uglier than you jack"
"That's what I thought" jack said
"Hey!" Nash said
We all laughed
"I don't think it's ugly"
"Then what do you think it is?" Jack asked
"Art" I said with a smile
"That's not art"
"Okay then since it's not art it shows that have fun painting" I said they all agreed.

I started to sing I love collage by Asher Roth
"Wow" I heard someone say
"What" I said
"You are good" jack said
"No really" I said
"Ha ha ha so funny I'm dying" jack said I laughed and turned around and kept singing