Im nash Griers twin sister

Jacks POV)
I saw lily walk back stage when the crowd got really loud. I wonder what's wrong. After the meet and greet and performing was over I went back stage to see what happened to lily when I get back there she is on the couch sleeping. I picked her up and went back to our rooms. I woke her up when I was getting the card out to the room to lay her down. I laid her down and as I was about to leave she grabbed my wrist "stay?" She said "of course" I said. I woke up with lily in my arms. She started to move awake "what time is it?" She asked "11:30" I said she groaned and got up "nooo come back!" I said "sorry" she said and went to re bathroom. She finally got out of the shower and then got dressed and did her hair. While she was in the shower I left to go to my room to get ready. "Hey babe" I said "hey"
"How's you're head?" I asked
"Better" she said
"So what are you doing today?" I asked
"Nothing" she said. Why is she talking like this? Is something wrong. Her voice sounds different when she talks
"Is something wrong" I asked
"No" she said in the same voice.
"Yes there is something wrong now tell me" I commanded
"There is nothing wrong" she said still in the same voice. It's like a calm voice but a little slow
"Yes there is now come on tell me"
"It's nothing" she said
"Oh it's something all right now tell me" I'm going to get her to tell me what it is that is bothering her
"I have to go" she said while grabbing her stuff and putting it in her bag
"What ? What do you mean you have to go?" I asked.
"Nothing I just have to go" she said and left the room what the hell was that why did she have to go. Where did she have to go? I left the room and ran to go find her but I couldn't find her. I went up to Nash and Cameron's room "Nash where's lily!?" I asked "she had to leave" Nash said "leave where?!" "She said for me not to tell you...sorry" Nash said "why" I asked "I don't know why she just told me not to tell anyone especially you" Nash said "does cameron know?" I asked "yep only me and him know" Nash said "please just tell me where she went" I said "sorry" Nash said.

Lily's POV)
When I woke up I got a message from my mom telling me I have to go home. I got ready and then I left not telling jack I told nash and cam not to tell anyone and they agreed. As I got to the airport jack was calling me I ignored it and boarded the plane. After a few hours we landed and I got off the plane. I already knew why I had to leave. I saw my mom and hayes and I walked over to them.
~at home~
I was sitting on the couch with Hayes and my mom until someone knocked on the door. She answered the door and my counselor walked in he sat on the couch and my mom and hayes left leaving me and Dr. Dixon alone together in the entire house. "You haven't been coming" Dr. Dixon
"Yeah I know" I said
"Why"
"I don't know I just didn't want to go" I said
"We'll you need to"
"I know but I don't want to I still write in my journal" I said
"Really where is it?"
I walked up to my room and grabbed it then went back down stairs
"Here" I said and handed him the journal
"Can I take this home and read it?"
"Sure" I said
"So I heard you have a boyfriend"
"I don't have a boyfriend Mr. Dixon"
"Please call me Noah. So you don't have a boyfriend?" Noah said
"Not really"
"Tell me about this boy then"
"His name is jack"
"Do you have feelings for this jack?" Noah said
"Yeah but I don't want to" I said
"Why don't you want to have feelings for jack?"
"I don't know I like him but I don't want to I don't really want a boyfriend right now" I said
"You have feelings for jack and if they are hard feelings you can't fight them. The only reason why you don't want a boyfriend is because you don't know how to act around someone other than you're family and that's okay but if I were you I would take things slow you need to feel comfortable around him. Have you told him you have autism?"
"Yeah"
"And how did he take it"
"Okay I guess he really didn't say anything besides 'I'm sorry I didn't know" I said
"Them what happened"
"I asked him if he could sleep in my room with me and he did"
"Oh I see did anything happen?"
"No".
After what seemed like talking for hours it was time for him to go.
"Lily for now on nash is taking you to counseling for now on" my mom said "okay" I said and went to my room. Tomorrow nash should be home from magcon.

~the next day~
I was outside playing soccer with Hayes when a car pulled up. Nash and cameron got out and so did the other boys? What why are they here ? "Hey the boys will be staying with us for awhile" Nash said I just nodded and me and hayes kept playing. After awhile hayes went back in but I kept kicking the ball around. After awhile I got tired and went inside and all the boys where in the living room. "Hey lily" taylor said. I ignored him and went to my room I turned on my music and played 'wiggle' by Jason Derulo. And started to dance Cameron came in and started to dance with me he started to twerk and so did I "lily that's no fair you're better" cam said I laughed and we still kept dancing then hayes walked in and started to twerk to. The song was over and we all went downstairs. "Lil make sure you are up at 5:30 tomorrow so I can take you" Nash said I just shook my head "go where" taylor said "can't say" Nash said "dad is coming over" Nash said great I txted nash
To nash: where are the keys ?
From nash: you really should stay
To nash: give me the keys
From nash: I'm not giving them to you
To nash: bitch
Nash started to laugh. I put on my shoes and grabbed my skateboard "sorry lily" Nash said while laughing I flipped him off then left. I went to the skateboard park and skated around after a few hours I txted hayes
To hayes: is dad gone?
From hayes: yep
I left the skateboard park and went to my house. I walked in the door and went to the kitchen and there he was my dad sitting by the counter "hey lily" dad said I just walked away. I was pissed I can't believe hayes lied to me. I can trust any one anymore. I got mad and grabbed a vase and smashed it on the floor "LILY!" My mom yelled I ran up stairs and locked the door behind me "come on lily open up" Nash said "lily open the door" my dad said I was pissed I opened the door "FUCK ALL OF YOU I CANT TRUST NOONE REALLY HAYES YOU LIED CHAD IS STILL HERE CANT YOU TELL THAT I DONT WANT TO SEE YOU! YOU ALL EXPECT ME TO SEE CHAD BUT CANT YOU GUYS SEE THAT I DONT WANT TO SEE HIM!" I yelled and pushed through them I grabbed the keys and left I just drove around. I'm not the type of person to cry so I didn't. After awhile of driving I ended up in Noah's drive way I got out and walked up to the door I knocked and a last opened it "can I help you?" She asked I just stood there I couldn't speak like always "lily?" Noah said in shock "is everything okay?" Noah asked I shook my head no "here come in" I walked in and I started to cry why am I crying I don't cry "come here" Noah said and he pulled me into a hug and I cried into his chest honestly Noah is the best counselor I had. "Here sit" "what's wrong?"
"My dad"
"What about him?"
"I saw him"
"When ?"
"At my house about an hour ago"
"How did it go?"
"We'll I broke a vase and cussed everybody out and told him that I didn't want to see him"
"How does that make you feel"
"Better"
"And how do you think that made chad feel?"
"Sad" I said and put my head down
"I didn't mean to hurt anybody's feelings"
"I know. Do they know where you are?"
"No I just grabbed the keys and left"
"Don't you think they might be worried"
"Yeah but why should they care. They sure didn't care when they lied to me"
"What did they lie about?"
"I asked if chad was still there for I can come home and they said 'no' and when I got home he was there" I said
"Maybe they lied because they wanted you to come home"
"Yeah right they lied because they wanted me to see chad when they knew I didn't want to". After awhile of talking I headed home I calmed down. I walked into the house "OH MY GOD LILY WE WERE SO WORRIED WHERE DID YOU GO!" Everybody yelled I just walked up the stairs to go to my room I know if I would of stayed down there my anger would of came back. "Hey" someone said I looked and saw nash I turned over to face the wall "lily come on talk to me"
"Leave me alone"
"You know I can't"
"Go"
"Nope"
"Yes"
"No"
"Nash I'm not asking you I'm telling you now leave"
"Sorry but I'm not leaving"
I got up and went down stairs
Nash followed
"Come on lil talk to me"
"Nope" I spoke because no one was in the kitchen
"Please" someone walked in so I shook my head no
"Lil"
"Please" Nash said
I walked away and walked past Aaron
"She's still not talking to you uh?" I heard Aaron say "nope" Nash said and then they walked into the living room