Im nash Griers twin sister

Chapter 19

It's been 2days since I've been home from Magcon and to be honest I don't really miss it. The other boys do but I don't. And I haven't talked to jack since we got into a fight.

I got a text from Alex

Alex: heyy you should come over. I miss you:(

To Alex: ok :)))

I grabbed the car keys and left. My dad has two cars one for work and then one for family I guess I grabbed his work one because that's the one I'm supposed to use. In about 20min I pulled up to Alex's house I got and and Alex ran over to me
"LILY !" he yelled and hugged me
"ALEX !" I yelled back and hugged him.

It was around 5 when I left Alex's house. I made it home and when I got there my dad was leaving and jacks car was in the driveway "hey" we both said in unison while walking past each other my dad has football practice to go to I walked inside and saw jack sitting on the couch
"Hey" I said
He didn't look
"Jack? what are you doing here" I asked
"I can't believe you" jack said
"What"
"You know what"
"No actually I don't that's why I asked" I said great another fight
"Why?"
"Why what?" I asked
"Is he better? does he treat you better?" jack asked
"Okay what are you talking about"
"Alex" he said
"Really? we are just friends" I said
"Yeah right"
"Okay then what are we" I asked
"Not friends"
"No i mean what are we?" I asked
"We are a couple"
"Okay I thought couples trusted each other, obviously you don't trust me" I said
"I trust you" jack said
"Then if you trust me you wouldn't be fighting with me about Alex" I said
Jack didn't say anything I got a text from Nash

Nash: hey the guys and mahogany are staying for awhile and they are about to get here you coming?

To Nash: yeah

"We'll you coming?" I asked jack

We got to my moms house. The whole car ride with jack was quiet. Me and Mahogany was hanging out until I got a call
"Hello"
"Hey lily" the voice said
"Who is this?" I asked
"Chris" he said
"Chris as in my ex?" I asked and everybody looked over
"Yeah" he said
"We'll what do you want?"
"I need you're help"
"With what"
"I like this girl and I need you're advice"
"Why me after what you did"
"I know lily and I'm sorry for that but I want to talk" he said
"Okay when and where"
"Tomorrow at 2 at our spot" Chris said
"Okay I'll be there" I said and hung up
"What the hell!" Nash yelled
"What?"
"How are you going to go see Chris after what he did?" Nash asked
"Look everybody changes and sides he needs my help" I said and sat down beside Mahogany showing that I'm done talking about it.

"LILY STOP!" Carter yelled while I was chasing him with water balloons.
We all decided to have a water balloon fight. "LILY!" taylor yelled at me because I hit him
I got hit every two minutes. After we were all done I looked down and saw that you can see through my shirt since it's white and I'm wearing a red bra
"Ooooo lily!!!" taylor yelled I laughed nash looked
"Ew lil" he said
"Damn lily" mahogany said I laughed and so did she
"Smile!!!" Taylor yelled and took a picture
"HEY I DIDNT EVEN SMILE" I yelled
He took another one and I smiled. I noticed that Aaron kept staring. Does he like me? I kept thinking maybe he does.
I walked into my room to get dried off and dressed. I walked downstairs
"I'm gonna head back now" I said
"What? no!" Cameron said I laughed
"Sorry but I have to get some sleep" I said
"So you're just going to leave me here?" mahogany said
"You can stay with me and my dad" I said mahogany jumped up of the couch "YAS" she said I laughed she went to go get her stuff
"You know you should bring one more for we all don't have to share a room" Nash said
"Okay who?" I asked
They all looked around
"AARON!" everybody yelled
"Okay" he said and went to go get his stuff honestly I like Aaron better than the other boys I like Shawn to because they are quiet. They got their stuff and we left.

"Hey dad Aaron and Mahogany will be staying for awhile" I said
"Cool!" my dad said
Aaron and Mahogany laughed my dad has been to some Magcon events so he knows them pretty we'll.
we all went into my room Aaron was talking to Jack to see if we are dating. We talked about it in the car and everything.
"He says that you aren't" Aaron said
"Awe I'm sorry" Mahogany said while hugging me
"It's okay" I said and to be honest I'm lying it's not okay I gave jack my virginity and now were nothing? I started to cry I don't know why but I'm crying I never cry over a boy
Mahogany put me in her arms and then Aaron came over and placed his hand on my back and started to rub my back
"It's okay Lily" Aaron said
"What did I do?" I asked while crying
"I don't know" Mahogany said I pulled out of her grip and stood up. I grabbed a roach that I had from the last time I smoked
"You don't care do you?" I asked still crying a bit they shook their heads no.
After I got done getting high everybody else went to bed and then I got pissed so I texted jack

To jack: I don't get it. I thought we were dating then you tell Aaron that we aren't? what did I do? I knew that I shouldn't of even said anything to you that day I knew something bad was going to happen and it happened. Every single guy every single fucking guy that I like something bad happens. I knew it

From jack: I thought we were something to. But you keep hanging out with all these boys by you're self. I'm sorry that this happens to every guy you like. But damn I can't believe you said that you shouldn't of said anything to me. I loved you but I don't know if I love you now

To jack: so you take my virginity then leave? Wow what a fucking prick

From jack: look I didn't mean to take you're virginity and sides you took mine to. So don't go calling me a prick when you're the bitch that flirts with every single guy

With that I got up and drove to my moms house I walked in and saw everybody watching tv
I walked over and slapped jack across the face "don't you dare call me that ever again" I said
"What the fuck"
"Oh don't even you fucking prick you call me a bitch? When I wasn't even being one? we'll guess what now I'm being a bitch" I said

"You're the one flirting with every guy!"

"AND YOU KISS EVERY SINGLE FUCKING FAN YOU MEET THEN TELL THEM YOU LOVE THEM IF YOU LOVE THEM SO MUCH JACK THEN GO FUCK THEM GO FUCK ALL OF THEM!" I yelled I was so pissed my mom walked in then saw that we were fighting then left

"THOSE ARE MY FANS!"

"AND MAYBE I HAVE FANS TO HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT ABOUT THAT?!"

"YOU HAVE FANS HA HA THATS SO FUNNY YOU ARE A BITCH NO ONE LIKES YOU!" after jack said that I punched him in the face and he fell to the floor
"I'll remember that when you move back home or maybe you're not because last time I checked you moved here to be with me" I said
"And also I'll remember that when I self harm because that's one of the reasons why I do that and when people ask why I cut I'll say because of jack Gilinsky" I said and walked out now all eyes are on me
I got in my car and drove off. I made it back home and my dad and Aaron and mahogany were all up
"You punched jack in the face?" My dad asked
"Yeah and it felt good" I said and they all laughed. We all went to bed but I stayed up. I got my razor and put it by my wrist I looked at myself in the bathroom mirror and then looked down I put the blade to my wrist and then blood fell I did it again and then one more time. I finally got the blood to stop.

I woke up and got dressed I put on a T shirt and some pants and the. Some bracelets to cover up my cuts then we all left. Me Aaron and Mahogany all went to my moms house jack and jack are at their house luckily for Jack.

Nash saw my bracelets
"Lily " he said
"Yeah?"
"Lemme see you're wrist" he said
"What no"i said
He took my wrist and pulled off my bracelets
"Did jack do this to you?"
"No society did" I said
"No society didn't jack did"
"Okay so what if he did"
"Well we got you to stop and now he comes and you cut" he said
"Just leave it" I said

I went for a walk and Aaron came along
"You are cutting aren't you?" Aaron asked
"What why do you think that?"
"We'll I heard you and Nash"
I looked down I was so ashamed that I let jack do this to me
Aaron cupped my face
"Look you are beautiful and what jack did to you was wrong so wrong but you shouldn't let jack do this to you" he said and I hugged him
"I love you Aaron" I said
"I love you to Lily" he said
I loved Aaron he was the one that actually tried to talk to me and when the other guys did they would get frustrated but Aaron wouldn't.
Me and Aaron walked for awhile then went home.
"Hey guys" Mahogany said
"Hey"
"Hey" I said while sitting on the couch
I got a text from Chris saying he wants to meet up tomorrow at 1 he texted me earlier saying he wants to meet up another time.