Im nash Griers twin sister

Chapter 9

What happened yesterday was amazing I can't believe i did that to jack. To be honest I don't want talk about it. it was in the moment. and that's it. I'm not going to tell anyone not even Noah. I feel ashamed but I'm happy that I did it. I feel weird.

"Hey lily" carter said he hasn't talked to me that much
"Hey cartah" I said and he started to laugh
"Great you two?" Carter said while laughing
"Yep" I said and started to laugh then we stopped and then we burst out in laughter
"What's so funny?" JJ asked
"Oh nothing" I said and JJ looked at me weird.

I grabbed my skateboard and helmet and left. I was skating and something hit my eye and I fell off my skateboard "OH MY GOD IM SO SORRY" someone said "it's okay" I said and they helped me up it was a boy and his friend I think "I'm Luke and this is my friend Ashton" like said "I'm lily" I said "I'm so sorry I didn't mean to hit you" Luke said
"We'll I hope you didn't" I said and Ashton laughed
My phone started ringing "hello" I said "hey lil where are you" Nash said "why" I asked "because you left and no one knows where you left are you okay!" Nash yelled in my ear lightly "yeah I'm fine bye" I said and hung up damn Nash is so protective "is everything okay?" Luke asked
"Oh yeah that was my brother" I said
"We'll I better get going it was nice of you to hit me in the face" I said and left "bye" they both said in unison

"Lily!!" Cameron yelled "I was worried what happened to you're eye!!!" Cam yelled "I was skating and a guy hit me in the face with a football but I'm fine" I said
"We'll I don't look like it" jack said
"We'll I'm fine now can you all stop staring?" I asked
They looked away yeah that's what I thought.

"Hey babe" jack said while wrapping his arms around my waist from
Behind "hey" I said I'm in my studio so no one should come in "what you painting?" jack asked
"I don't know yet" I said looking up at him smiling
"We'll I'm sure it's gonna turn out good" jack said while kissing me. I kissed him back and then we started to make out. I pulled away "what's wrong?" Jack asked confused
"Nothing I just wanna paint right now" I said totally lying to be honest it feels weird kissing him after what happened. "Oh okay" jack said and left.

After I was done painting I painted Luke crap I hate my mind sometimes. But he's just so hot and sweet. I took my painting down stairs and went outside "hey lily what are you doing?!" Taylor said I ran outside and started to smash the painting "LILY!" Taylor yelled at that point everybody came out
Shawn, matt, JJ, jack, hayes, Will, nash, cam, carter, dillon, Aaron. "LILY STOP!" Will yelled while picking me up "PUT ME DOWN!" I yelled but he didn't "calm down" Will said but the problem is I can't calm down I can't believe I painted Luke. What does this mean? do I like Luke? do I hate Jack? what's happening?

I calmed down finally
"What's that?" Hayes pointed to the painting
"Luke" I muttered
"Who?" jack asked
"Luke!" I yelled okay maybe I'm not completely calm
I walked away and went inside slamming the door

Jacks POV)
I heard taylor yell lily and then the door shut everybody ran outside to see and lily was smashing a painting. After we got her to calm down hayes asked what is it and she said Luke. Who the hell is Luke?! I'm pissed is she seeing someone after what happened. I can't loose lily she is everything. When I walked upstairs I heard music I think it's body language by Jesse McCartney
"Lily" I said
"Go away" lily said
"Sorry but I can't do that. Talk to me who's Luke?" I asked
"No one" she was mad
"Come on it's someone"
"The guy" she said what guy?
"What guy?"
"The guy that hit me with the football on accident" she said. Should I be pissed? or should I be happy?
I just sat there I didn't know what to say
"Leave" lily said
"No"
"Yes"
"No"
"Yes I don't want to see you are anybody right now. Now leave" lily said I just sat there "nope" I said she got up and started to push me but I wasn't moving
"Jack, leave now" lily said awe she's so cute when she's mad
"Sorry but no" I said
"I'm being serious I'm not in the mood now go"
"Nope"
"Fine then since you won't leave I will" lily said and walked away she got away and left. What the hell where is she going? Luke's? she better not or I'll beat the shit out of this guy Luke.

About after an hour lily came home finally "where were you?" JJ asked
"Narnia" lily asked
"What why didn't you take me!" Hayes yelled at her
"Because you're to little" lily said and I laughed
lily came and sat down beside me "you where worrying me" I said
"Not my problem" she said
"What is wrong with you" I asked everybody was out of the room so I asked
"What do you mean?" She said
"You're being a bitch" I said
"We'll I'm sorry but everybody is up my ass 24/7 so yeah I'm gonna be a bitch" she said and walked away
"Don't walk away from me" I said
"Too late" she said at the top of the stairs walking to her room I followed her
"What the hell is wrong with you!" I said
"We'll lets see I cut, I'm sducidal, I have autism, and I also have to deal with all these boys in my house it's weird for me to be around so many people I'm trying to make it normal for everyone by talking but I want to kill myself!" Lily yelled
I was pissed so I walked out of her room

Lily's POV)
I can't believe jack called me a bitch. Obviously I'm gonna be a bitch everybody is up my ass 24/7 it's like I'm 5 but no one cares where Hayes goes without telling anyone but when it's me it's very important. Yes okay I get that they are over protective because of my issues but only hayes, jack, nash, and Will knows about everything. I'm just so pissed I was happy then I was pissed I wish they would just leave me alone for one day and they would stop treating me like a child.
I took a shower and just stood there thinking then I got out dried off and got dressed. My phone started to ring and I got a message
From Jack G: I'm sorry
I just ignored it.
I went on Instagram and liked some photos I was tagged in and then went to twitter I saw one tweet it was from a fan account it said "you are so ugly I can't believe your Nash's twin" I tweeted her back "um you just called Nash ugly to since we are twins you dumb bitch" I honestly did not care what I tweeted out to people at all if you gonna talk shit I will cuss you out.

I went down stairs and went to the kitchen avoiding everybody
"Hey" JJ said
I didn't say anything
"I'm sorry, I really am we are all treating you like a baby but you are not its just, you are like a sister to me and I don't want anything to happen to you" JJ said
"It's okay" I said and hugged him