Sam and Saddness

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At this point I don't even remember what I said. It was meant to be a joke, but the misunderstanding and misinterpretation stood in the way of a good laugh. Sam is now upset at me, which makes me so upset. I sat in my bunk and all I did was cry. I cried so much, I cried myself to sleep.

(~the next day~)

I know Sam is still upset with me, but I will do anything for her to love me again. We were soon gonna perform. Something about Sam, something was off, but it probably is just me.

Zara's Outfit

(Them early 2010s vibes tho)

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(Them early 2010s vibes tho)

We were in St.Louis. We went on stage and performed. Everything went well. 

We got off stage and I tried talking to Sam but she just passed me up, ignoring me.

I can't blame her. I only blame me.....I did this. 

We got on the bus and Sam was drinking a beer. 

No, No, No, No, No, No......not my best friend. My abusive parents drank, and it's why i don't like seeing people drinking sometimes. A casual drink here and there is nothing but, drinking like this just doesn't sit right with me. Especially considering, Sam is my best friend and shouldn't even be drinking. We are 13. 

"Sam you can't be drinking this" I said

"I don't fucking care" she snapped

She went outside, I couldn't help but break into tears and cry, Jonathan was trying to calm me down. 

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Next Chapter coming in a few minutes or so. Maybe 10-15 minutes!!!!!! You welcome Woman!!!!!! 

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