First two chapter take place 2014 (Zara age 10). Chapter 3 and on-wards takes place 2018 (Zara age 13 - 14) Read @5soswolfgirl6729 Adopted by MCR story for Sam's POV. BTW the two stories are connected.
(by release I mean like release of sadness....also I couldn't think of another good 'R' word...I like this alliteration thing)
Patrick had talked to Sam yesterday, so I thought everything was better. But, like usual.....I was wrong.
We had found a note. In the note, there were messages to each of us
Sam was telling me and Jenna to find new and 'better' BFFs
But nothing can replace her...................................EVER
We had to perform tonight, but right now that was nowhere near my top priority........I was just worried about Sam. All I could do was cry.
*Later that night*
Patrick nearly had to take me to the hospital, because I was going hysterical.....but I had calmed down eventually. It was now time for the hard part, performing.
We've never performed without Sam, so this was a first.
I had already started the hashtag, #BRINGSAMHOME
It was at #1 trending on all social media platforms
Zara's Outfit
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I walked on stage, felt weird without Sam next to me
"Hey Kansas City. So tonight is gonna be a little different. Umm.....sadly we don't know where Sam is right now. And so tonight, we will perform all of her favorite songs. If Sam is seeing this somehow, all I wanna say is. Please come home Sam, we miss you and love you and need you. Please come home. Please" I said
I sang one of Sam's favorite songs of ours, called Beside You (the song is actually a 5SOS song)
Within a minute I was all packed up I've got a ticket to another world I don't wanna go I don't wanna go Sudden words are hard to speak When your thoughts are all I see Don't ever leave, she said to meWhen we both fall asleep, underneath the same sky To the beat of our hearts at the same time So close but so far away Can you hear me?She sleeps alone My heart wants to come home I wish I was, I wish I was Beside you She lies awake I'm trying to find the words to say I wish I was, I wish I was Beside youAnother day, and I'm somewhere new I made a promise that I'll come home soon Bring me back, bring me back to youWhen we both wake up underneath the same sun And time stops, I wish that I could rewind So close but so far awayShe sleeps alone My heart wants to come home I wish I was, I wish I was Beside you She lies awake I'm trying to find the words to say I wish I was, I wish I was Beside youThere are pieces of us both Under every city light And the shining as we fade into the nightShe sleeps alone My heart wants to come home I wish I was, I wish I wasShe sleeps alone My heart wants to come home I wish I was, I wish I was Beside you She lies awake I'm trying to find the words to say I wish I was, I wish I was Beside youShe lies awake Beside you I wish I was, I wish I wasShe sleeps alone My heart wants to come home I wish I was, I wish I was
*about 2 hours later*
We got back to the bus and I put on these pajamas/comfy clothes
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(A/N: Off-topic but....those pajamas are literally me.... and Patrick Stump...Maddy will understand lol..........but Patrick is a cinnamon roll)
I had decided probably the most mentally healthy thing for me to do right now would be to get my mind off things. I went into my bunk and put on the movie 'Lilo and Stitch', soon I fell asleep to Stitch saying
"Ohana means family. Family means nobody gets left behind or forgotten."
