First two chapter take place 2014 (Zara age 10). Chapter 3 and on-wards takes place 2018 (Zara age 13 - 14) Read @5soswolfgirl6729 Adopted by MCR story for Sam's POV. BTW the two stories are connected.
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*1 week later* We were back from Miami. Well we've been home for about 3 days now. I love Allie a lot. But, she is sure a lot of work. Always crying and taking up all of my dads' attention. But, the thing is the twins weren't even this much work, and there was two of them.
Well......actually I'm lying. They've been paying attention to everybody but me. I'm sorry I just don't wanna sound all selfish. They've been focusing on the baby and her needs. They've been focusing on the twins and their needs. And they've been helping Jonathan with stuff like for graduation.....but then here I am. I haven't even gone to pick out my graduation dress with Dad and Daddy like we promised. Yeah we made a promise that when the time came they would help me pick out my dress.
But, I feel like I'm being jealous. But, it feels like I'm invisible. I walked out of my room to go to the stairs, when I over-heard Dad and Daddy talking to Allie, not that she understands what they are saying to her, considering she is only a few weeks old. But then I heard something, that put me over the edge
"You're our baby girl, aren't you" I could hear Dad say.
Baby Girl
That was my nickname.
I know that I'm sounding like a selfish bitch, but that was the nickname Dad and Daddy had given me since I was adopted. They didn't even give the nickname to Crystal. It made me feel like now I don't exist, I mean they haven't even been acknowledging me within the last few days. I was standing there when, they did something that just made me so furious at myself, because I'm acting like a jealous bitch all the time.
They started singing If I Ain't Got You by Alicia Keys
Dad and Daddy have sang that song to me when I'm upset or scared. It's my favorite song because of them singing it to me.
I ran to my room, locked the door and cried, silently. Why must I feel like this? But at the same time, I feel like now I don't exist.
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I put this outfit on. And left out the window. I ran. To where? I don't know. But if I keep running maybe I'll get there. The voices in my head were screaming at me. The good and the bad.
The bad was yelling at me multiple different things: They were saying that I'm jealous. That I don't deserve the love I recieve. They were saying Dad and Daddy don't love me. They were saying I'm not even their biological child like the other 4.
But, the good was trying to convince me the opposite: They said Dad and Daddy do love me. That I deserve the love I receive They said it isn't bad I feel the way I do. Just because I'm not related through blood, means nothing.
Family is the people you love and the people who love you. Not who runs in your blood.
