Burning in revenge..!!!- A Kaira Ff...

(35)- ||Ignoring Him||

She was sitting in their room numb.. Kartik had gone to office after dropping her... He was happy but she was breaking apart...

She wished to hate herself.... To hate herself to love his touch.... To love him... She wished to hate herself... But her heart didn't..... And she was drowning more and more into the pool of guilt...

Everytime she would look at herself in the mirror it would feel like killing herself from doing this... How could she forget she was here for revenge.... She was here to kill them... But now she killed herself....

What about her brother who was still prisoned lying in the hope that his 007 would do something for her.... She remembered how she had convinced dadi to visit the village for a few days so that she could take her revenge....

But now she was lost... Lost from her track.... Giving herself to her enemy.... She had become his... Noo... The once thought to be a beautiful dream was turning to be a nightmare for her....

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Everyone had gone out of work... She was alone in the kitchen preparing lunch... But she was still lost in her thoughts... Guilt and anger surrounded her this much that she didn't even realise she was going to cut her finger if it had not been Kartik coming and holding her hand.....

"Tum ye kyaa krr rhi ho.. ktt jaata to.. dhyaan khaan hai tumhara.." He shouted concerned....

She looked into his eyes and her eyes got moist but immediately turned away...

"Vo.. Kuch nhi bss... Tum... Tum itni jldi office se kyun aa gye...." She asked....

"Kyun... Nhi aana chahiye tha.." He said going closer to her holding her shoulders as his lips began to reach the crook of her neck but she backed off... She was reluctant....

"Vo.. lunch ready hai... Tum fresh hojao.." saying this she moved out of the kitchen and he went to freshen up....

The lunch was silent... She would reply in a monosyllable if he would ask her something... She sat at a distance from him... Silently had lunch and then went to their room... He was confused at her behaviour... But he chucked away his thoughts thinking she might be tired or something....

He too went to their room and looked for her but she wasn't there.... His eyes went to the door of the balcony and saw her standing there looking infront...maybe.. don't know... His steps moved towards her and he swiftly back hugged her making her startled...

"Kya hua... Yhan aise kya khdi ho... Mere baare mein soch rhi ho kya.." he said the last line huskily wispering in her ears making her shiver...

"Nh...I.... Nhi...vo... Tumahre baaa...re... Mein kyun..... Vo... Kartik... Mujhe naa... Mujhe naa.. khin bahr jaana hai.... Haan vo... Spa jaana hai.... Beautician k saath bhi appointment hai to... Main...aati hun...." She said making excuses and untangled herself from his hold but he pulled her back making her hands land on his chest... She looked at him with wide eyes as their breaths mingled making her go weak on her knees....

"Tumhe beautician ki kya zroorat hai... Vaise hi itni khoobsurat ho.. " He said holding her soo close caressing her face with his knuckles...

"Vo... Mujhe jaana hai... Appointment hai... Spa mein.." she said as she realised their position and moved away going out of the room...

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"Nhi..ek Baar jo glti krr di vo main dubaara nhi krr skti... Kartik... Nhi.. prr kyun.. kyun mujhse itni badi glti hogyi... Kyun krr di Maine itni Badi glti.. kyun Uske paas jaate hi sb bhul jaati ho.. kyun usse pyaar.... Nhi. Nhi krti main uss se pyaar.... Nhi krti..." She shouted crying infront of the mirror as she went to freshen up...

She cried as she splashed lots of water on her face to clean away her unstoppable tears....

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It was almost evening.. Kartik had been working on his lappy from home only when she entered their room...

"Itna time lga diya yrr... I was missing you..." He said smirking and tried to come closer to her but she was again reluctant...

"Vo Kartik main bhut thk gyi.. to mujhe bhut neend aa rhi hai... Main sone jaa rhi hun..." She said once again ignoring him and went towards the bed...

"Dinner..." He asked sadly...

"Vo bhukh nhi hai mujhe.. main raaste mein Kuch khaa liya tha..." She said and went to change....

"Ye Naira ko kya hua hai... Itna ajeeb kyun behave krr rhi hai subh se... Maybe shy hogi.. kl raat k baad... Yaa abhi thki hui hogi..." He thought and then went downstairs for some work...

While she changed and laid on the bed tossing and turning trying to sleep but how could she when she was soo used to sleeping with him..

He returned back to see her sleeping uncomfortably.... It seemed like she wasn't in peace... So he silently went and laid besides her holding her close to himself... Since she was in sleep so she gave in and hugged him tightly and both slept to a peaceful sleep...

Next morning...
He opened his eyes to see her in the front... Getting ready infront of the mirror and he was completely mesmerized by her.... He got up.. she felt he was coming closer.... Soo immediately she turned...

"Vo jldi se fresh hojao.. main breakfast bnati hun..." Saying this she went downstairs... Bichare Ka romance Ka kachra...😂😂

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It's been 3 days she had been ignoring him this way... Putting up various excuses... He was frustrated too... But he kept his cool giving her space... They hardly talked... Actually... She hardly talked... He too felt something was killing her inside... Something was disturbing her.. He asked once but she let it go off....

It was morning.... He had gone to office.. she was walking to her room when she heard a few sounds coming from the study.... She looked inside to see Manish talking over the phone... She was not in a mood... She was disturbed so she thought to leave...

But as soon as she listened to his words... She was baffled... She was shocked.... What did he just say...?? Her eyes welled up... Tears making their way down...

Tears of happiness...?? Or tears for a much more harder fight now.... For a bigger revenge...??.

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