❝ i get shocked to see how much i can hurt because of you. ❞
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❝ jinyoung, stop writing in that stupid diary of yours and hang out with me! ❞ chaera whined at the older boy. jinyoung was too busy writing in his journal to listen to what the girl had to say.
chaera stopped speaking once she saw a name. yoonhui? she gasped in her head. chaera was about to tear the book apart just when jinyoung closed the journal and smiled up to chaera.
❝ why are you butting into my business, chaera? ❞ jinyoung asked bitterly. he knew she read at least a sentence of the page, and he was scared. anger and fear washed over him. ❝ don't you know that following people around and annoying them is invasion of space? ❞
❝ did i just see yoonhui's name in there? ❞ chaera asked straightforwardly. jinyoung's lips suddenly felt dry.
❝ yoonhui? no? ❞ jinyoung lied, ❝ it's min yoongi of bangtan. ❞
❝ oh? ❞ chaera found it hard to believe, jinyoung doesn't talk about bangtan a lot, is he lying or did he just start liking them? ❝ i really thought that said yoonhui for a second. ❞
❝ haha, yeah, but i have to leave now, ❞ jinyoung started packing up until chaera held his arm. ❝ what's up? why are you holding me? ❞
❝ uhm, since we're alone, i have something to tell you, ❞ chaera bit her lip. what if it did say yoonhui, and he was lying? i better say this now or else she'll have him.
❝ what is it? ❞ jinyoung asked, visibly uncomfortable in her grip. ❝ and can you let go? ❞
❝ no, it'll be weird if i let go, ❞ chaera refused, ❝ jinyoung, i.. i... ❞
❝ can't you just say it so that we could get this over with, chaera? i have somewhere else to be right now. ❞ jinyoung shook her hands off of his shoulders.
❝ to where? ❞ chaera asked, procrastination felt like the best option for her. maybe this would make him late and i'd have him for myself?
❝ i'm supposed to be hanging out with woodam and yoonhui today, so see you later, ❞ jinyoung smiled at chaera and jogged downstairs where the open doors let fresh air in. ❝ geez, why is she always getting up on me? ❞
before jinyoung could walk out of the school, his eyes catch something from the far distance of the large trees on the other side of the street.
yoonhui and taedong were sitting on the bench near the park, right outside of the school. laughing loudly and playful punches were all enough for jinyoung to believe that he had already lost yoonhui to another person.
without much thought, jinyoung ran into the boy's restroom and sighed, his back slid down the wall. opening his bag, he grabbed his notebook and started to write.
2/6/18
jeon yoonhui?i get shocked to see how much i can hurt because of you.
YOU ARE READING
IF IT IS YOU → WOO JINYOUNG
Casuale❝ do you know how i'm doing these days? ❞ © 2018 INTLSTAN