"I think... Wait, I know that I love you Daniel Rory Smart. Everything is real about you, I have been with Jack to try and deny it and leave you alone. But I can't. I love you Daniel, I love you"
I whispered back, "I fell in love with you the moment I looked into your green eyes".
He kissed me, like a kiss that felt like love. And just as things got intense Jack walked through the door.
"Hey baY------- WHAT THE F*** GET OFF MY F***ING BOYFRIEND" He screamed.
Really Jack? Seriously? You just HAD to walk in at that time. You ruin everything. Kyle jumped off me. I felt alone. For the first time since I moved into this school, or to this country. Kyle ran after Jack, he said
"C'mon Jack, don't be like this. You knew it was bound to happen some day. You can't let two people that are meant to be..." My heart dropped at meant to be, that was the last thing he said before he followed Jack into the hall and down the stairs. I was really nervous, like really really nervous. What if Jack flipped? He's a big guy! But then again, so is Kyle. Kyle is like the jock of all gays, it's so good. And then I am the ultimate twink. It just work's, you know? Anyways, I can't believe we are meant to be like in his eyes because it was obvious in mine.
I heard a massive bang and people shouting from down stairs. What the HELL was going on?! I ran down, only to trip but it's okay because no one saw and I didn't hurt myself very much. I cam to a holt when I saw Kyle on the ground. What the hell was going on here? Jack was getting pulled back by the school cops. Just by the way, how weird is that? School cops! I ran to Kyle,
"Kyle, are you okay?" I asked. He mumbled. I looked behind him and saw blood. His head was freaking bleeding! "Kyle stay with me okay! Everything will be fine, you're head is bleeding but you'll be okay it isn't cracked"
"Do I still look good?" He murmered. I smiled,
"Yeah, you still look perfect baby boy" I held his hand and he looked up.
"Kiss me" He said. Heaps of boys around us were staring now. I didn't know what to do, I looked around and then back at him.
"Kyle... I think you might be a little concussed" I stressed,
"I asked for you to kiss me" He said sternly but not too mean like. I sighed
"Fine", I kissed his lips. I suddlenly became aware of the fact that his head was bleeding and we were both on the ground kissing. I stood up, and picked Kyle up. I may have been small but I could still pick him up.
I carried Kyle out to the Nurse's office. He was concussed, I was right. They kept him in overnight. They were going to send him to the hospital, but instead they had a doctor come and visit. The doctor advised he rested up and didn't take school for the next few days. They told me, as his roommate to stay with him.
I found that weird too. The school knows we are together, yet we still share the same room. Is that a common thing here, because they know some guys are bound to bump uglies anyways? Or is it because it's me and they apparently felt sorry for me. I didn't know. I didn't really want to know, in case they realised what was happening and stopped it.
I hadn't really thought of going there with Kyle.. Maybe that was because I hadn't gone there with anyone and the thought of it was too scary. I didn't know what to think about it. Would I be on the top or bottom? What was Kyle? Would we even go there? I didn't know. I was freaking out about it way too much, I know. But it was scary.
Over the next couple of days, Kyle and I had become a couple. It was really cute because he asked me, I thought for sure because he was concussed I would have to ask him, even though I had never really done that before and didn't know what to do. But Kyle did the most perfect thing.
It was a Thursday night, we were aloud out on Thursday nights because apparently the whole town had "Late night shopping". Kyle was legally 18, and was aloud to drink. This school wasn't as strict as I thought because Kyle had wine in his hands walking in, and the headmaster didn't bat an eye. They tolerate a lot more than my old school would.
Kyle had told me to go out, to "Woolworths" and buy chips and dip. I got advice from the lady at the store, on what I should buy. Because to me that meant dorito's and salsa. When I had arrived home, I found a whole bunch of candle's surrounding the mini dining table. It was really sweet. He made me dinner, but we had the cheese and wine before it, and then he held my hand out, and placed inside of it a ring, I looked down and had a mini panic attack because I thought things were moving way too fast. But he looked me in the eyes and told me it was a promise ring, and with this ring he vowed he would always be mine and always love me and only me and that will never change and the second it does, i throw the ring out. Even if it changes for me. He had on the back, "I promise" engraved. Because I don't think they made it like that.
After that day, we had been perfect. It was perfect being with Kyle. I never wanted it to change.
Years and years had moved on, I eventually went back for a holiday to see my grandma rita, but this time I came back with my boyfriend. My best friends hadn't forgotten me, I guess they couldn't really with all the spam messages I had sent them. I wanted to see my dad, but I was told he had moved away too. For a new job, and that he was very successful but I wasn't legally aloud to know what he was doing or where he was. We had moved past our promise ring days, and I had my own ring ( and so did Kyle because I never bought him a promise ring ). In America, Kyle and I had married. It was in Washington DC. We had a white wedding. Everything was clean and tidy. That was the day I became Damien O'Connor.
After the wedding, we had moved back. That was when we adopted our son Tobi. He was beautiful, and for some reason, not that it was at ALL possible, had the eyes of Kyle. Tobi is now three years old and we all couldn't be happier,
I have the best husband in the world, with the greatest son. And it all started with an abusive homeophobic dad.
OKAY MY LOVELIES, THERE WAS A MORAL BEHIND THAT STORY. LATELY THINGS HAVE BEEN ROUGH FOR ME, SO I DECIDED TO WRITE ABOUT HOW THINGS GET BETTER EVEN WHEN THEY START OFF FROM SOMETHING HORRIBLE. IT WAS REALLY DIFFERENT TO MY PAST STORIES BUT I HOPE YOU ENJOYED IT NEVERTHELESS.
THERE MIGHT NOT BE A NEW STORY OUT, IT WILL DEPEND ON HOW THINGS GO WITH THIS ONE AND OTHER THINGS IN LIFE. SO IF THIS WAS OUR LAST STORY, WE SAY THANK YOU TO ALL OUR AMAZING READERS. YOU'RE ALL PERFECT FOR SUPPORTING THIS. WE NEVER THOUGHT THAT A LITTLE WRITING WOULD COME THIS FAR AND IT HAS AND WE THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR THAT. WE LOVE YOU GUYS SO VERY MUCH.
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