Oxygen

Chapter 2: Invisible.

-Hey.

 I was still standing there like an idiot and watching him.

-Are you talking to me?

-Yeah, why? Can't I talk to a cute girl?, I blushed. By the way I'm Oliver.

-Lucy., I said shyly smiling.

-Lucy, beautiful name. Wanna hang out with me?

-Sure, why not?, I tried to look confident but in the inside I was ready to die.

"Why would he look at you? They're all up to something." I tried to ignore the voices and follow Oliver.

 He took me by my hand, and walked me, through the back door, into a forest. It didn't took a lot of time to arrive. We were on a small hill, the forest behind our backs, and in front of us we could see the whole city.

-Woah!, I said forgetting about that fact that Oliver was there.

 It was so beautiful, I can't even describe it. I walked closer to the precipice, almost falling. I was standing at the very end, admiring the beautiful city. I had the feeling like something was pulling me to jump. I had the feeling like I want to fly. Not realizing, I stepped forward. At that moment, I felt a pair of arms were holding me tight by my waist.

 We were standing at that place, and I slowly turned my face finding him really close to me. Our faces were inches apart. I don't know what got into me, but I closed my eyes, and we leaned into a passionate kiss. I wasn't realizing what I was doing. I wasn't listening to anything other than his irregular breath. After some time, we stopped to catch our breaths. We stuck our foreheads together, smiling. I started thinking about what just happened. God, I was so happy. My first kiss was in a wonderful place, with a wonderful boy.

-Do you want to hangout with me today?

-I would be happy, but it's already late, I should go back home, my parents are getting worried.

-Stay here overnight, everyone will do so. Please stay, it will be boring without you!

-Okay, fine!, he smiled at me. His smile was so charming. We slowly went back to his house, meanwhile, talking to each other. We were in front of the house. At the next moment he asked me something that I could never think of.

-You are really pretty, and Lettie told me you are crushing on me. To be honest, I saw you some while ago. You were sitting on the grass, and you were drawing something. At the moment I saw you, I thought you are really cute. But I didn't think about approaching you. When Lettie told me yesterday that you were crushing on me for a while, I was so happy. I told myself to ask you out today, so. Do you want to be my girlfriend?

 I was shocked. I didn't know what to say.

-My pleasure. I'll come soon, I've got something to deal with.

 He pecked my lips and left. I was searching for the toilet. Luckily, no one was in there. I locked the door and went to the sink to spray my face with some water. I put my hand wide on the counter and looked at myself in the mirror.

 I have been hearing some voices in my head for a while. They are always trying to convince me not to do something. They think they know life better than I do. 

 I thought that in this situation they'd leave me alone, but I was wrong.

-What is so special in you?

-I don't know.

-No kid, you know it perfectly.

-What are you talking about?

-You are invisible, who would ever look at you. Boys in your school look only for girls for a night. So is your Oliver, just a goddamn playboy. Look closer. Can't you really see?

-He's not like that, he asked me to be his girlfriend. He said I was pretty. He said he likes me.

- Bullshit! I'm pretty sure he will dumb you, but before, he'll wipe his foot with you.

-Stop talking shit. I'm a personality, you are just a damn voice, than why the hell should listen to you?!

 I got angry and went away from the bathroom, searching for Oliver. I saw him playing with his friends at table football. I leaned on the wall and watch my handsome boyfriend winning the game again, and again. I really don't understand why do I deserve it. While I was watching him play, someone grabbed me by my wrist and pulled me into a dark room...